The Adventure Of G+J

The Risk

We said goodbye , it should have been the end of us then and there...but no a few days later to a week, we started texting again and I knew that we shouldn't but even though no matter how hurt I was, It felt a bit comforting to text you, don't know why. I kept trying to tell you that we should stop talking but we'd then get into arguments. This went on for a while and what I feared I'd do, I did, I got attached again. We called each other babe again and when I tried end things again you got mad at me. Saying I should have ended this when I had decided to ask him why he did what he did. I said I tried but he didn't want me to go, I felt so confused. Should I stay or should I go, I can't decided. My family tell's me one thing but then you tell me another and then my friends say another. God why does this have to be so hard, why do I have to have feelings, If I didn't none of this would have happened and I could have moved on...but I didn't I wanted to have hope that this wouldn't turn out like my first relationship, so I gave you another chance, by now it's already been 3 chances, one to many. So we got back together but no one knew. You told a few people and I did too, I told two of my semi close friends and they both were mad. They were worried that I'd get hurt again and to my surprise, they were right but that's later on. So it's been awhile since we became official again and you came to visit, I was so happy to see you and you were so happy to see me. We talked and talked and then things turned to what I was afraid of happening, You wanted to do something and I said no. I was nervous for a while and then you had to go. It was like a wave of sadness hit me and I kept hugging you, hoping you didn't see my eyes begin to water. I was sad. I missed the days we got to see each other and know we'll get to see each other the next day over and over again. We couldn't do that anymore, I would only get to be with you for a little while and then we'd have no idea when we'd get to see each other again. So you left and I went to the front of the school, while walking away, a few tears ended up coming out. But I held it in because I didn't want anyone passing to see. A few weeks past on and we got into a mini argument and you told me what really happened the day that you did something so messed up. Turns out when I had asked you why you did what you did a few months back. you didn't say the full thing. But now I know. On this day it was the end of the school day and I was in 6th period, I was in it and it was Wednesday. You told me the full story or I hope it was. What you did and what the girl I hated did broke me down so bad. It was like someone had just stabbed my heart but with a bigger knife and left it there. I yelled at you through text, I was mad, madder then I had been then when I found out half the truth. I was so heart broken that for the first time I broke down in class crying, no noise but no matter how much I tried holding in my tears, nothing worked. I didn't care at the moment who saw me crying, lucky there was only two people who did see, my friend Emma and my friend Mich. I texted Mich telling him what happened, he wanted me to tell him if you had ever hurt me and I did. He was in class at the moment but he asked to go to the bathroom and told me to meet him outside since our class were close to each other. I met him outside and we sat at one of the outside tables. He told me to explain what happened and he was there for me and comforted me. He called you a few names and told me everything was going to be okay. I had gone through so much with you then I did with anyone else. I should have broken up with you right there and then. But I didn't, I pretend I was okay after a week. You got over everything so quick, you thought we were fine and things we alright. Or more so it seemed that way. A few weeks pass and we see each other again, I continued looking away, We walked around and sat again and the she passed by. My attitude dropped so quick and I looked down and thoughts flooded my mind. Thinking "He'd probably rather be with her then me, he liked her before and I'm just a mess. He probably likes many other girls." I couldn't do this anymore, it hurt being with you. You once again left and A few weeks passed. We texted nights and one night I fell asleep with my old phone still on and my mom checked on my little brother and I. She noticed the light of the phone... She caught us. I knew she wouldn't understand why I was still texting you. I got into a lot of trouble. We don't talk anymore and it's probably for the best. We didn't get to say goodbye...................... So Goodbye.....

~ Authors Note ~

Hello everyone who is reading this. I know this chapter may have been a tad bit dramatic but I didn't know how else to put it. It's currently 2:53 in the morning and I'm sorry if the spelling is off or doesn't make sense. I also wanted to say that this story is coming to an end. I will be writing the last chapter later on today or tomorrow. If you guys would like it continue for a little while longer, I can write little "side chapter" or "spin offs". If you would like that please message me saying so or write it down in the comments section. Anywho, I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter. I hope everyone has a wonderful day. ^~^