COMPLEX|BTS|NamJin|Boyxboy

Hurting

I lay my head on the table and sighed again. "Why do I exist?" I could feel Hoseok rolling his eyes next to me. But it doesn't matter, he doesn't understand what I'm feeling. The lunch room is crowded, but all I hear are my thoughts which consist of Namjoon's reading voice.

"Get over it, you too haven't been together that long."

"It feels like forever."

"You just enjoy being dramatic don't you?"

I sighed again. I really did try to forget Namjoon but how could I? He seemed to always be there when I needed him, and always knew what I was thinking before I did. He felt like my other half and now he was gone.

"Have you called him?" Hoseok spoke in a softer tone, rubbing my back.

I nodded weakly, staring at the table where we would always be. Even when I tried avoiding him he still found me just to eat together.

Hoseok continued to talk but I was no longer paying attention. The blonde haired figure I've been crying about just took his seat next to someone I've never seen.

I watch the orange haired boy lean over and whisper something in Namjoon's ear making him blush. He catches me looking and winks before continuing to talk to him.

My head hurts.