But She Is My Teacher?

You Dirty Little Lesbian

December 4, 2016  Perrie's POV

So I haven't told my mom Deb about me and my Jade yet, We are still going strong haven't had a fight since that day she asked me to be her girlfriend.  Im really happy I said yes but I feel quilty  for lying to my mom. Back In november my dad left us, Its been hard on all of us, especially my mom and my brother. Me and my dad didn't have the best relationship but it still hurts to have him gone and not sit down with him every night at dinner. My dad doesn't know about Jade or me being gay and I want it to stay that way. 

As much as it kills me that my mom is hurting  I need to tell her Im gay and that I am dating my teacher. I already now she won't approve. I have Jade on stand by waiting to pick me up if anything goes to wrong. 

"Hey mom, I have something important i wanted to tell you", "please don't freak out or be to mad. "Mom Im in love with someone"

"Well thats good honey, why haven't you brought home. Why would I be mad"

"Because mom, Im in love with a girl. who also happens to be my music teacher"

"WHAT"

"We've been dating for about a month now, please don't be mad"

"Perrie that is illegal and so gross. I can not believe your dating a girl. This must me a prank."

"Mom it isn't. Its not a phase either, I thought I liked boys too until I met Jade"

"oh so you call her Jade now do you"

"Yes because she is my girlfriend" I put emphasis on the word girlfriend.

"Get out of my house"

"But mom"

"No buts, you no longer have a place in my home or my heart you dirty little lesbian"

I didn't bother even grabbing my stuff I ran outside sobbing and rushed to Jades car sitting across the seat. "Pez" she said "baby don't cry". "My mom called me a dirty l-l-lessbian" I could barley get the words out of my mouth in between sobs. "Pez it will be alright". "No it won't she kicked me out. I have no home now Jadey" "Im homeless". "Pez you can come live with me, I will be your home--

"forever" 

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Jade's POV

"forever" 

As the words spilled out of my I stopped talking as I was trying to process what I had just said, we sat in my car in complete and utter silence. Perrie had fallen asleep, she looked so peaceful yet so heartbroken at the same time. I got mad at what her mom had said to her. I needed to drive away before I had done something I might regret for the rest of my life. I couldn't stand how she treat MY Pez. MY baby girl. It just isn't right how someone could do that to their own child. 

I drove away and brought Perrie into my house and laid her on the couch we had cuddled on so many times before. It was a while before she woke up. I made some soft sugar cookies for when she woke up and poured her some milk to go along with it. I was in the kitchen taking the cookies out of the oven when I heard Pez waking up in  the other room,  I rush over to her with a cookie and milk, she is rubbing her eyes. Found it so adorable the way she wakes up. She just looked so small and fragile with her eyes still a but puffy from before. "Hey Pez. I made some cookies and milk". "Thanks baby" she says as she takes it from me. She starts to eat them and smiles at me letting me now she liked them, being as i wasn't always the best cook out their. 

We sat on the couch all night eating the res of the cookies and drinking the rest of my milk. We watched movies all night and she let me pick! So of course I chose Rapunzel, then Aladdin and then Cinderella because Perrie is my little blonde princess. 

Eventually we made our way upstairs and passed out in each others arms.  

In her arms I felt at home even though I was home, but most importantly I realized I never wanted to let go of her. I wanted to protect my Pez and love her for the rest of our dying days together. 

I love Perrie Louise Edwards

Ahh Jerrie Feels, I love the Jade feels for Perrie, can y'all do me a favor an tell me if you like it or not cause this is my first ever fan fiction!!

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