Hello world!!! My name is Maranda but I'd much rather be called RED. considering that's how people know me on here. I am a writer however I have been off the scene since - Oh, God - I don't know how long it's been honestly. I mean I want to feel like I should blame my absent on life, and keep hope alive that I do want to write still but honestly...I don't feel the passion anymore.
Let's back track here, let's start ALL OVER! OK, so I have about 6 stories on here and they are all Les Twins based. Les Twins are a dance duo who I am in love with! If I could I would write all my stories on them but then I started getting more ideas and the ideas had less and less involvement with the twins being in them. And I love other men besides them so my whole scenario is this,
I have been trying to write all these stories just to fit in all of my fantasy men and it has not been working out, I'm sorry I just suck at this now. I use to be very good at this, I had time, I was consistent, I was committed but then life...life fucked me up.
First thing that happen is my mom had another baby...my baby sister. We have yet to adjust ourselves to living with a baby. She's 1 years old now but it's still so hard guys, like, you will never and I mean never understand me when I tell you how hard this is. I try to keep my head up and keep the peace in my house but it's like when it rains it pours and it's been thundering at my fucking house lately.
I've been in and out of positions at my job, bills on bills on bills!!!! Men drama, family, job drama, personal drama everything has just been fucking coming at me like WHAM! BAM! THANK YOU MA'AM! And I miss every curve ball that comes my way.
It was slowly starting to put in depression. I don't even know about being on here anymore either, i can clearly see nothing is the same. I hate change...sometimes it's not good. This is the same thing that happened with YouTube. I took a mini-break from there and I couldn't even come back to that place. All my friends were gone, nobody was writing on there anymore and it made me sad. I don't know if the same supporters are still here waiting on me to finish my never ending books.
I do want to say from the bottom to the top of my heart I am truly sorry for the wait guys! It was not my intention to be gone that long. I want to finish these stories so I can give you brand new stories but my passion for writing is slowly dying out, and THAT SHIT IS PISSING ME OFF TOO! But I've come up with this idea, ready?
OK, so from what I see a lot of stories that I've read are like one shot stories where it's one scene, one chapter, and that's it! Straight to the point and it's over, so here's what I was thinking, here's what I got out of the idea.
I created this book entitled Short and Simple and placed it as the place where I would write my short stories but nobody has that book or even considers looking at it so I'm going to just make that book like a little personal Wattpad journal. I'll keep you guys more up to date with what I'm doing, what's going on with me, where my head is at with this story or that story, keep you guys more in the loop. I wish I could let you guys in more on my life but I can't even put this complicated shit into words so I have to leave with my word that I will be back come 2017 and I will do more and this won't be the last you've heard of me. Again I am sorry for the long and I mean really long overdue wait, but the flip side is I will have something new for everyone to read before 2017 is out so don't try and leave me in 2016, LOL! My ghost writing days should be over before this year is out! CAN YOU BELIEVE WE'VE ONLY GOT 2 MORE DAYS BEFORE THE NEW YEAR IS HERE?!?!
That's how fucking sad I am, it doesn't even feel like anything is happening. It just feel like tomorrow is gonna be another day and the weekend is gonna be another weekend. Big fucking whoop :\ But I'm gonna stop because I am happy that my birthday is coming!!! #TEAMAQUARIUS ! LOL, I'm looking forward to how my mom gone fuck this up for me but hey, let's stay positive and hope for the best right?
Hope you enjoyed this and I will "see" (LOL) you all real soon! Have a blessed day guys!
Love, RED!
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