Trapped

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12am
          I woke up and felt the instant urge to throw up. I ran to the bathroom, and let it all out in the toilet. I flushed it down and sighed. I looked at myself in the mirror and I looked horrible. This certainly wasn't the Ashya anyone knew. I always kept myself up even if I wasn't the richest I always had my shit well put! Now I feel weak and horrible because I can't support myself. Not to mention the fact that I'm pregnant, and I'm not even mentally or prepared for this child. I always told myself since I was younger that I would never bring a life into this world if I wasn't stable because I didn't want to be anything like mom... Now here I am unstable and pregnant. Oh yeah and a sex slave or whatever they want to call it. All I know is I'm being held here forcefully and I was just sold as if I were an item. Shaun didn't even tell them I was pregnant with his child. He probably doesn't even care. So, now I've completed two of the things I never wanted to do.. my child with not know their father and won't be welcomed into a well prepared and loving family.
knock knock
I heard the door knob turn after a few knocks. The maid lady Maria came in with two huge plates of food. I hadn't eaten well in so long I was actually excited from seeing the food. She smiled at me and left the room. I heard the door lock and I felt anger burning up inside of me. Yet another female watching this happen to me, and they're just going along with the plan. I sighed and stuffed my mouth with the food. In less than 20mins all two of the plates were empty. Maria came back for the plates thirty minutes later, but this time a tall lightskin man followed behind her. He looked much older than the boy that bought me🙄, but he still looked young in tiptop shape. Maybe around thirty? How could that possibly be the others boys dad? Anyways, He kept himself up well. I scratched that thought out of my mind once Maria left. He sat in the chair across from me and coughed to clear his throat before speaking.
" how old are you? you look awfully young. " he said his voice was so deep.
" 16."
he gave me a look of sympathy
" look I didn't buy you to have sex with you. I sent my son to buy you because I hear about these auctions online, and I want to help some of the females that are being forced to do this. I want to allow them to have a life to get back on their feet. So I'm allowing you to live here. I just want to know your background so you don't have to be afraid. I won't hurt you. I have a daughter that's sixteen, and I would be hurt if she were in this predicament. Wherever she is right now, I hope she's okay.. " the room was silent after he said the last sentence
He broke the silence when he asked for my name. I didn't want this man to know all of my information so I debated on lying or not.
" Ashya. "
" okay Ashya . Well, I wouldn't want you miss out on school and stuff so I'll enroll you with the homeschool teacher I have. If they ask please tell them you're my family friend because I wouldn't want to get in trouble for even purchasing you. I'm trusting you. He'll start tomorrow. Where are you from?"
" New York."
He chuckled " I used to live in New York a few years ago. We're in Philadelphia right now. "
" Philly ? " 
How long was that car ride and how long was I knocked out for? How did I not realize I wasn't in New York anymore?
" Yes. " he spoke
The rest of the night went by with me telling him about my background. I mostly lied to him because I didn't feel like I could trust him. He eventually left the room, and I just stared off into space.. I couldn't sleep I just kept pondering if I should've told him if I was pregnant.