Nine
Noble
"Tommy, get your bitch!" Cyrus yelled on the phone as I scrunched up my face. I was currently sitting on the balcony smoking a blunt, trying to relax but Cyrus was irritating me. "I'll beat her the fuck up on my mother and father, nigga! Try me!"
"Yo, what the fuck?!" I yelled pushing back the glass door that led to the balcony. "Hang the phone the fuck up!"
"You're not my da---" I snatched the phone from her hand and threw it against the wall. First, she was fucking up my high. Second, she was fussing with another nigga over his bitch. Third, she knows that I'm her daddy.
"Noble I'm not that bitch! Back the fuck up!"
"Cyrus calm all that goofy shit down before I hurt you!" I yelled getting aggravated.
"You really blowing mines."
"Bitch you blowing me!"
"Bitch?! I'm not them ugly bitches you be messing with. Stop disrespecting me!" She yelled storming upstairs.
"Stop stomping up my stairs! You look goofy!"
I could hear the home phone ringing.
"Hello?! He broke my fucking phone! I'm sorry I'm about to fuck Noble up!"
"You ain't gon do shit." I spat flopping down on the bed.
"Fuck you! Fuck you! FUCK YOU!" She yelled as I laughed. She was trying to be more mad than me and I'm not about to let her win. "Can you come get me please?! I don't wanna hurt him, Lani."
"Now you wanna cry? I ain't do you shit and you can't beat me so stop talking out the side of ya neck, Cyrus!"
"Ugh, Noble leave me alone. Lani are you coming? Ok love you thanks." She hung up the phone placing it on the dresser.
"Nope, why was you talking to that lame ass nigga?" I questioned standing up.
"Because he's my friend and his girlfriend is a jealous bitch."
"You lying."
"I'm not you."
"I don't lie to you. I just withhold information to protect your feelings." I spoke honestly. Before I had to lie to Cyrus, I just kept information to myself. It hurt me to hurt her so I rather keep quiet rather than to lie to her cause the truth could kill her.
"I'm not sensitive. I can handle you. You fuck with bitches beneath me anyway." She sniffled.
"Whatever, stop fucking with Tommy. I don't want another body on my hands." I threatened. I'd kill anyone that thought they could have her.
"No."
"What you mean no?" I grew angry stepping in her face.
"I said no nigga. I'm not going to stop having male friends to satisfy you."
"You fucking him?" I questioned holding her head up by her chin so I could look her in her eyes. She shook her head as I pushed her back making her back hit the wall.
"I said no!" She screamed punching me in my face. "How dare you accuse me of something like that?! I have more respect for you than that!"
"Don't put your hands on me Cyrus cause I'll hit you back!"
"Fuck you!" She slapped me.
I pushed her again causing her to fall on her butt as she got up and ran up on me swinging crazily.
"Bitch stop playing with me!" I pushed her against the wall choking her.
"L-let me go! Let me go, Noble!" She gasped for me. My mind was telling me to stop but my hands wouldn't let go of her neck.
"Noble, get off of her. What the fuck?!" Lani yelled as she and Grams tried to pull me off of her.
Cyrus began kicking me before my hands finally let her go. Once I looked at her I realize what I had done. Once again I let my anger get the best of me when it comes to the people I love the most. I could have killed the mother of my first born because of my fucked up ass temper.
"Cyrus baby, I'm so s---" I tried to touch her. She flinched away so fast and looked at me with so much disgust. She was afraid of me now.
"Do not touch me!" She cried rubbing her bruised neck.
"What the fuck is wrong with you Noble?! You could have killed her!" Lani yelled pushing me back a little causing me to flop down on the bed.
"Don't put your hands on me Lani."
"Oh yeah, I'd hate to get choked up by you too." She spat while holding Cyrus. "Come on Cy, you can stay with me until his goofy ass can stop having temper tantrums like he three."
"No."
"No?"
"She ain't leaving me the fuck wrong with you." I spoke looking at Cyrus. She was looking everywhere else but at me.
"Watch me." She spoke walking away as I stood up angrily.
"Bro, let her go. You fucked up." Grams spoke as I nodded. He's right, she needs her time just as much as I need mine. We are around each other too much which is why we clashed a lot.
When I heard the front door slam I yelled in frustration. I have to fix this.
"I don't even care to know what happened. I should really fuck you up for putting hands on my sister. I would call Mars but he'd call you for her. We all would." He said as I nodded. Grams in the only guy out of everyone around who made sense when he spoke, so I listen.
"I don't know man. I never want to hurt her. I just can't control myself when I get mad and the fact that I care about her so much just makes it ten times worse." I spoke. Only she could make me mad enough to not be able to fully control myself. The possibility of her cheating would make me kill her. When I say nobody else can have her, I mean that.
"You gotta be accountable for your actions bro. Nobody gonna keep dealing with your mood swings." He spoke. "You got some bigger skeletons in your closet that keep pulling you back. You need to deal with them niggas first cause ain't too many more times imma let you get away with shit when it comes to my sister."
I nodded confirming the fact that my past has me so angry. If I never dealt with the things that made me, they will break me too.
