Destiel/Sabriel fluff

I love him

The image above was the inspiration. This will be pretty sad, btw.
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It's been almost a year since Castiel died. A battle between angels, and he was defeated. Sam was very upset, but Dean was a wreak. He'd barley eaten, drank, slept, or spoke since it happened. Sam tried to get him to go on hunts or to the bar, but he always refused. One day, Dean oddly enough came out of his room and sat at the table, where Sam was researching.

"Do you remember when he decided to 'interrogate the cat'"

Sam lightly laughed, "Yeah. Or how about the time he was watching porn?"

Dean chuckled, "Man, I miss that angel."

"Me too, Dean."

After a couple minutes in silence, Dean spoke up. "I love him, Sammy." His voice broke, and so did he. He was crying harder than Sam had ever seen. He knew just how damaged his older brother was.

"Dean, he loved you too."

"That's the problem. He spent his existence thinking I didn't love him back. I wish I was courageous enough to tell him, but now, he'll never know how much I need him."

Sam didn't know what to say, for there was nothing he could do to fix the older Winchester. There was no way to get Dean back, and he knew it.

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That had a lot of potential, and I ruined it.

~~~Maddie the /mostly\ human~~~