Because of me

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idk how warnings go, but there is suicide. im not sure if that was needed, but better safe than sorry. xxx



Kevin

Charlie

Adam

Lisa

Ben

Ms. Tran

Jess

Jo

Helen

Jodie

Gabriel

and now Sam

Those are just a few of the people who's lives we have ruined. Without me, they would be living perfectly normal lives. Hell, even Sammy would have a nice life with Jess if I wouldn't have brought him back into all of this shit. These are also the ones that haunt my dreams. The ones that I try to drink away. Bobby's death was in my hands, along with my father's. Without me, they would still be alive. Without me, is the first seal wouldn't have been broken, the apocalypse never starting. If I hadn't gotten the Mark of Cain, so many would have been spared. Without me the world would be a better place.

These thoughts keep spinning in my mind. I know it's all true. If it were up to me, my life would have ended long ago. The only reason I'm still here, is because of Castiel. For some reason, he cares about the mess of a human that he saved from hell. I don't understand how an angel of the lord could care about me. But, I'm glad he does. I love him so fucking much, and I hope he knows that. I miss him. He's gone, because of me. Another life was destroyed because of me. I'll make sure this never happens again. No one else should suffer from my mistakes. This will be better for everyone. Goodbye world.

*BANG*

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I'm sorry! This wasn't supposed to end like that, but I couldn't help it!!

~Maddie the /mostly\ human~

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