The jealousy that slowly crawled into my heart made me wanted to rip the bitch's head from her body . I didn't know why but my eyes were aching by the PDA that the bitch showing us . A lots of questions played in my mind and my heart hurt even more when Alpha Ryder accepted Clara with open arms.
" Is she your mate ? " Damien asked disbelief with eyes wide opened.
Both of them stopped sucking each other face and snapped their head towards Damien . But Alpha Ryder's eyes found mine and the staring competition between us began . None of us wanted to look away .
" Yes , I'm his mate and I'm going back with him to his pack tomorrow , right darling ? " Clara replied on his behalf as she put her hand over his chest .
" That's good Alpha Ryder . You finally found your mate . Congratulations. " My father said happily without knowing the sadness that crept into my heart.
He wanted to say something to my father but I cut him off . " I better go now . Father , Alpha . "
I bowed my head in respect before I spun around. I left all of them behind as I made my way towards the pack house . I walked away with my heavy feets and my heavy heart that filled with a lot of emotions. I never been experiencing those feelings before . I never like a guy or attrack to them .
But why am I feeling like this right now ?
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.A groan escaped my throat and I buried my face deep into my fluffy pillow. Kathy , Damien's mate had barged into my room with a ton of colorful dresses in her hand . Definitely wanted to make me wear those tight , short dress that will reveal a lot of my skin to other people.
" Come on , Izzy . Get up and try this on . " She grabbed my hand , pulling me up from my bed.
" Do I really have to wear a dress ? Can I just wear my hoodie or t-shirt ? It just a dinner . Nothing special. "
Dress was not my thing . I preferred my black , oversized hoodie than those dress . I wasn't like other girl who wear those dress just to show off their skin , curve or whatever they called it . For me , those dress would make me hard to move and breath . I could count with my finger , how many times I've wear a dress .
My mother died when I was 5 years old and my father was the one who took care of the four of us . I was the only girl in the family and he treated me just like how he treated my brothers . And I'm okay with it.
" Your father ordered me to make you wear something more decent than your old hoodie , Izzy. " She stood in front of me with both of her hands at her waist .
" But - "
" No but . Try this on . Hurry up . " She threw one of the dress she had and shoved me into the bathroom .
With a heavy sigh , I tried to put the dress on . Tried. It was too tight and almost kill me . It was pink too . Oh god , I hate pink . I opened the door slightly and threw the pink dress to Kathy who was sitting on my bed .
" Too tight . "
" Too bright. "
" Too sexy . "
" Too short . "
After trying over hundred dresses, finally I got a dress that suit me well . It was a black , long sleeves dress that hugged my body perfectly . Not too tight and not so short . It was just fine and I loved it .
I walked out from the bathroom slowly with a smile on my face . " What do you think ? "
Kathy was just standing there with her eyes wide opened , staring at me before she squealed and clapped her hands .
" Oh my god . You look so beautiful Izzy . " She said dramatically which made me rolled my big beautiful eyes to her . She excused herself since her work was done . She also needed to get ready because she would join the dinner too as the future Luna of the pack .
I walked to my vanity room and tied my long , brown and not so curly hair into my usual ponytail . I put a light make up on my face which was only some powder and lip balm. I looked at my reflection in the mirror before I walked out from my room .
Chattering and lauging could be hear from the kitchen and I was pretty sure my father was already there with the three dorks . I just shook my head and stalked into the room which made all of them shut their mouth , eyes staring at me .
" Is that you Izzy ? " Jacob asked , disbelief.
I rolled my eyes to him , annoyed with his question. I understand why they acted like that . It was because I always stick to my hoodie . And they all know , I don't do dress . I made my way to my father and gave him a peck on his cheek.
" You look beautiful peanut . " He stated , with a smile on his face .
" Thank you father . " I settled myself down beside Jason who was holding his laugh .
" What so funny ? " I asked , annoyed .
" I can't believe you're wearing a dress right now ." He bursted into laugh , hand pressing over his stomach . " I should take a picture and sent it to Charles . "
He took out his phone from his pocket and took a few snap of my face before he groaned. " Get up . There is only your ugly face in the pictures. "
He stood up quickly and pulled me up . " What are you doing , stupid ? " I tried to sit down back but he kept pulling me up until I gave up .
" Okay nice . Don't move and please smile . " He said as he got a good angle of my body .
While Jason kept taking of my pictures in front of my dad who was busy talking to Damien , the plastic Clara walked into the kitchen with a tight short pink dress . Alpha Ryder was with her , linking their arms. He let out a low growl as soon as his eyes landed on my body .
" The dress is so ugly . Just like your face . " She insulted me in front of my family and Alpha Ryder like I was nobody . Alpha Ryder didn't uttered a word ever since he walked into the kitchen . His eyes glued to my body and it's almost look like he was eyeraping me . I pushed away the uncomfortableness that I felt and looked back to Clara .
" Can you hear that ? It's the sound of no one caring." I shot back and high-fived with Jason who was already laughed his ass off .
" Oh really ? Maybe it's including your mate . He will rejects you because you are so ugly for him . " She snapped back which made all of the head snapped towards her .
" Clara ! " My father slammed his hand on the dining table , making her jumped in fear .
I just smiled to her , tired with her stupid attitude. I didn't know why she hated me .
" I would love to punch you , but then I'd get arrested for animal abuse . " I said to her , excusing myself before I left the kitchen.