6:04am: this is it
6:08am: the last time i will ever text you
6:10am: i'm holding myself together in the car as we drive
6:17am: the tears will break through eventually
6:19am: i will never fall in love again
6:30am: i swear
6:37am: you were my everything
6:42am: my rock, my best friend, my lover
6:47am: without you, i am nothing
6:49am: the world is nothing
6:52am: it sounds like i'm speaking at your funeral
6:56am: no
6:59am: i still have hope
7:03am: you will wake up
7:09am: and then the funeral won't exist
7:20am: i don't know
7:23am: how am i going to look at you while i do it?
7:31am: actually, i want to look at you
7:45am: i want to see your beautiful face with the tiny bit of colour it has left before it loses it all
7:48am: i love you josh
7:50am: i may be broken when it happens
7:58am: i may scream out to the world in anguish
8:00am: but know that i love you
8:04am: i love you so much that it hurts me
8:07am: maybe i'll join you a lot sooner than you think
8:12am: a knife straight to the heart wouldn't hurt as much as the pain i feel now
8:14am: i can't anymore
8:17am: i'm going to do it, i will be strong
8:20am: i love you so much
8:23am: you'll see me on the other side when i finish
8:25am: love,
8:26am: you're loving boyfriend, simon minter.
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9:06am: who is this?
9:10am: hello?
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Fanfic{lower case intended} Simoné is typing; 9:03am: josh 9:05am: i miss you 9:07am: please wake up 9:10am: please don't leave me 9:13am: i'm so sorry 9:34am: please josh 9:45am: i couldn't live without you 9:53am: josh... 9:59am: just don't go •
