need me (TVD fanfic)

Dear Diary

Trigger warning, some scenes in this chapter are a little more mature. So be warned.

**Saiges pov**

Stephen suggested I tried to keep a diary so...here i go...
Dear diary,
Its been three months since ive been in mystic falls, and ive been dating Tyler for the past two.
Its been great, Damen and i are on good terms, hes even been helping me get a hang on my vampire abilities.
Elena, Bonnie and I have been super close.
Stephen's an amazing best friend, hes probably the only thing I miss about not staying at the boarding house.
And then there's Jeremy, hes like the brother I never had, and hes bluntly honest, that might be what I like the most.

"What are you doing?"

I looked up at my boyfriend, he was smiling down at me and it caused me to grin.
"Just writing"
"About?"

I close my book and stood up walking up to Tyler,
"I'm afraid that's none of your business Mr.Lockwood"

My arms wrapped around his neck, and his laced around my waist.
I brought his face closer to mime until our lips connected.
He slowly explored my mouth then he got faster,and my back found the wall. My hands pulled Tylers hair, and my legs wrapped around his waist.
Our kiss depended and we got more rough.

Tyler pulled my shirt over my head and started kissing my neck.
Lust filled my body and I pulled at his hair alittle tighter.

"Hey guy- oh lord I'm sorry!!"
I pushed Tyler back causing me to fall. I quickly grabbed my shirt off the floor to cover my chest blushing.
I looked at Jeremy and he just shrugged.

Tyler walked up to him and patted his shoulder,
"Would it kill you to knock next time Jer?"

He laughed and sat down on the couch,
"Sorry to ruin the fun, but Stephen needs everyone at the boarding house. He said its an emergency."

I sighed and looked at Tyler,
"I'm going to run upstairs to get dressed, ill meet you there. And Jer,"

I pointed at him and raised an eyebrow,
"This stays between us, okay?"

He nodded and put his hands up innocently,
"Of course."
Tyler laughed and grabbed him,
"you're riding with me little Gilbert"

I put on a red flannel over top a black tank top, and a pair of skinny jeans.

I decided to put my hair up in a bun and I looked in the mirror,
A blush hit my face as I thought about the events that happened less then an hour ago.

But in all honesty, I'm kinda glad Jeremy came.
Yeah I cared about Tyler, but I'm not sure I'm ready for that yet.

Hes been patient with me, and I appreciate that...
I mean I'm only 16, (even though it wont last but a few more months)
And I don't want to go that far with someone I don't love...yet.

Time skip

I got to the front door when it opened, Damen stood there grinning,

"About time you got here, everyones waiting"

"Its good to see you too Damen."

He smiled and hugged me, causing an old heat to rise in my stomach.
I quickly pushed him back and he just looked at me confused.

"I- I'm sorry, I haven't ate today.."
He brought his arm up my face,

"Here, you need to eat. You cant keep starving yourself like this Saige. Its going to make your ageing even harder."

The all too familiar veins appeared under my eyes and the pang of hunger hit my stomach. I wasn't lying to Damen when I said I hadent ate, but I hated to feed off Tyler. I didn't tryst myself when I fed, but I can't feed from Damen...not after last time.

"Damen I-i cant."
He sighed and dropped his arm,

"I'm a different person when I feed you know that, I cant what happen last time-"

"Yeah, yeah I know. Its just, I'm the only one who knows the risk. You have to feed, or else the days you age your hunger is going to be 10x what it normally is. Saige you'd kill someone, and if you did that it would tare you apart."

I looked at him sadly and placed a hand on his shoulder,
I know hes right...

"Ill be fine, I'll start eating more. I promise."

He nodded and walked inside
"Tyler your girlfriend needs you."

I sighed and ran my fingers through my hair quickly.
Tyler walked out and smiled at me,
"what's up?"

I walked to him fast, veins under my red eyes and pushed his head to the side.

I looked at him, and he just nodded. And I sunk my teeth into his skin.
His blood filled my system and the buzz hit me.
I smiled as I released him, and wiped the blood from my face. I know I shouldn't feel good after I feed...but I couldn't help it.

"Thank you"
But Tyler just nodded and took my hand, walking me inside.
Tyler sat on a chair in the living room and I sat on the arm of it.

After we entered Stephen spoke up.
"Rebekah Mikaelson just attacked me."
Everyone looked at him in shock but me.
Tylers eyes got huge, and that got my attention.

"Who?"

Elena looked at me sweetly,
"Shes an original, and if shes here Elijah and Klaus cant be far behind."

"Wait Klaus? Klaus Mikaelson?"

Damen stood and looked at me,
"You know him?"
I sighed and look up at him.

"Yeah, hes the vampire that gave my mother the blood she needed when she was pregnant"