I'm Olivia Dolan but I'm usually called liv, and also usually associated with my vine and YouTube famous brothers Ethan and Grayson or more commonly known as 'The Dolan twins'! I am 15 years of age and other than Grayson and Ethan I have twin 9 year...
The Christmas vacation was over Fuck. I lay in bed thinking about life, Christmas, the wedding wich was in a few weeks because Ryan and Cam were moving to LA in February, and Nate. I know it's wrong but we made so many memories and it's a shame to through them all away! I need to talk to him but I don't have the courage. "LIIIIIIIIV WAKE UP!" My mom shouts as she does her morning routine- waking us all up after are alarm had gone off and we still went up. I reluctantly get up and look at myself in the mirror. I deside to go have a shower before everyone starts to que up. Once out the shower I put on a grey top, black ripped jeans, a denim jacket and my Stan smiths with duck egg blue logo at the back. I cold dry my hair leaving it in its natural waves. My makeup consists of brows, mascara and powder as i want to look as natural as Possabke I grab my phone and headphones and my bag and close my door behind me as usual I am the lat one down "hey mom" "Yeah yeah pass me the the" she says pointing at the butter "butter??" I say picking up and sliding it across the counter everyone was silent "what?!" I ask Ethan and Grayson giggling "ITS NOT FUNNY!" Maddie shreaks and runs and locks herself in the bathroom "me and maddie had an argument" Josh says on solemnly "Oh about what?" I say grabbing some toast and eating it plain. "I don't want to talk about it" Josh says crying "Oh ok" I say siting down on a spiny chair and pulling myself up to the island "we are going now" etahn and Grayson said "uhhhh" I pulled my chair out and stood up "bye mom" I said kissing her "bye Josh" "BYE MADDIE" I shouted and left we went in the back way as usual "hey bro" Graysons and Ethan say to there 'group' "bye liv" Ethan shouts after me I just speed walk past them all as I really don't want to be seeing Nate right now. "Liv! How was your Christmas?!" Megan says embracing me in a big hug "Yeah it was good" "So what's new? I feel like I haven't seen u in ages?!!!" "Nothing really happened other than cam and Ryan are getting married!" "What omg when? How??" "well he proposed to her on New Year's Eve and they are getting married at the end of February as they want to have the wedding here instead of in LA because they are moving in March!l" "Omg I've already invited myself" Megan says laughing *BELL GOES* "I will FaceTime you tonight about wedding arrangements!😂" Megan says laughing I walk to my first lesson and see Ethan Grayson and Nate on the way to there class wich was right next door to my class and the same subject 'history' Everyone takes there places "STAND" mr Moss shouts "today, well the next 2-3weeks we won't be in this classroom." Sound of muffles "what" "why" came from around the room "Because we will be going into the gym to work in groups of 4 with the juniors on a project about the past presidents"
Graysons POV "Because the sophomore's next door and us are going into the gym to work in groups of 4 on a project about the presidents." "But sir that's my sister!" "And mine!" "Well mr Dolan and mr Dolan u can show us how much of a hard working and polite family your are! SO COME ON EVERYONE DOWN TO THE GYM" Livs POV I hear the muffled chairs scraping back and talking coming from next door "So everyone lets go to the gym" We arrive at the gym before the other grade I sit down at the top of the seat stairs thing at git my phone out and started texting megan " Me- I have to work with Ethan and Grayson AND NATES GRADE FOR HISTORY Fml Megan💋😛- UNLUCKYYYYY "livvvv!" Grayson says coming over and sitting next to me "Hey gray where's Ethan?" "Oh he's over there with Nate" Grayson points over to the other set of stair seats😂 "RIGHT EVERYONE BE QUIET!" "As u probably already know u will be working in groups of 4 and as there are a lot more juniours sophomore's u might not be with anyone from your grade ok? OK!" So let's start in alphabetical order" Lacey ANABELLE come upo with the front u will be in a group with ......, ........ And ..........! "Wheyyyy" Grayson said to a boy I recognised to be called Dan Nevison Skip a bit "OLIVIA DOLAN come here" I got up looking at Grayson and walking down to the steps "*catcall*" "THATS QUITE ENOUGH OF THAT MR HARRIS" I know that name! Logan Harris he was the biggest fuckboy in our whole school (think jake Mitchell)
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"ANYWAY in a group with Miss Dolan will be Grayon and Ethan Dolan and Nate Garner" your joking me right?! "But sir there my brothers I can't go with them?!!!" I say "tough we decided to put u together because we wanted to see how well u worked together!" "Uuuugh" "DONT GIVE ME THAT ATTITUDE YOUNG LADY!" I raised my eyebrows "FINE BE LIKE THAT! Take your things and report to the principle immediately" "Your fucking joking me right?!!!" I say to his face "EXCUSE ME?!!!!" "Your sending me to the principle for doing what exactly being annoyed that I'm with my brothers rolling my eyes at u? Well to be honest I have bigger things to worry about than this right now sir like Ohhhh I don't know being in a group with my Ex boyfriend let alone my brothers?! Constantly having anxiety attacks and not having anyone to talk to, not even my mum?! To be honest sir I don't even know why I bother I could be at home helping my mum with the house and my siblings u don't understand how much pressure I am under right now! My dad has cancer and my mum has been dri........ I've just had enough with everything" and with that I leave I grab my bag and leave the school I walk home to find my mum drunk "mom" I say stoking her "get the fuck off me I don't need u" she says slurring on her words I feel the anger hit me like a truck. I run upstairs taking off my shoes and getting into one of Nates jumpers that I still had. I instantly smelled his familiar smell and took it off chucking it in the floor. At times like this I just wish I had Nate back! Someone to cuddle, kiss and more importantly someone who makes me feel loved and good about myself. I'm a piece of shit No one loves me No one cares I look at my faded scars on my arm I mustn't do it again I mustn't I thought over and over again in my head but it was no use I got up and went to the bathroom I got the raiser blade I had used 6months ago which I had hid on the top of the cupboard Warning skip this part It contains self harm and a ton of blood😂😂 I began cutting •my life •my mum •my body •my feelings And one final cut for Nate I couldn't stop though it felt like the pain was being washed out by these little slits In my skin. I felt dizzy I reached out for the sink but I couldn't find it I was falling in what felt like slow motion I couldn't move my body I could see my head about to hit the floor any second and I tried to move to Prevent it but my muscles were 'broken' I couldn't move I shut my eyes because my vision went black and that's all I remember.
Ohhhh hello treacle u didn't expect this I bet ya!! B😂
