Devoted to Secrets {Jimin x Reader} (completed!)

Forgotten

You sat in your bed after that wonderful day with your boyfriend Kevin. You didnt live together, but he visited you often. Your mind was full of strange thoughts. Thoughts of how fun today was, how you loved spending every second with Kevin, but also how you saw Jimin. At that time, you couldnt do much but walk away. It would be much worse to greet him now. He has a girlfriend and you have a boyfriend. Your pasts would certainly become questionable, but there was also Kevins probable actions. You didnt want to cause a scene but meeting him alone would be rather tense too. But maybe it can be a double date sort of thing. Is that weird? Maybe Kevin and Jimin can clear up their arguments, but then again, you wanted to speak with him alone.

You grabbed you phone, looking through your contacts but not finding the one you were searching for. Right, you had a new phone. Wheres your old one? You sat in wonder, attempting to remember where you had left it. FUCK. Your mom had thrown it away, along with your old clothes you had grown out of. 

You went your room and into your box old old memories you had saved in the top shelf of your closet. Placing the box on the floor, you sat criss cross and opened the box. Only memories of your family were in there. Your dog who passed away when you were 12, your dad who you only got to saw once ever year, your birthdays and middle school promotion, but nothing with Jimin in there. 

You gave up. There was no other place to look. Jimin's mom had moved months ago and it would be questionable to call her asking for Jimin's number. He always kept communication with her despite not living together anymore, but he never called you. Thats why you hesitated on asking her for it. Maybe he told her things that you didnt want to hear. You sat on your bed and opened your laptop, your thoughts overtaken by a new subject. "Oh shhhhhit I need to review Mei's paper!" you said as you quickly opened your email. You opened her essay she sent you. She had asked for you to review it and send her an email asap and you did. Now you sat there, wondering if its meant for you never to talk to Jimin again. "Maybe we would both end up hurting each other," you thought. 

Then an idea came to you. A troubled one at that. You remembered you had an old high school email set up only for school purposes but you had used it for Jimin too. He helped you on one single essay the same way you helped Mei with hers. Maybe you could email him. You opened the email browser again and stared at the required information to be inputted. "What was my email?" you wondered as you lightly tapped the keyboard under your fingers. "OH!" you said as you remembered it. Now the password. You had so many dumb passwords back then that you could even remember which one it was if you tried logging in years ago. You tried four, five, six passwords but all were incorrect. You finally tried them all with different capitalizations and a message popped up.

"Save Password?" the message asked as the page was being redirected to your email. Your heart raced at how close you were to being able to send him a message. You pressed "yes" as you waited for your emails to open. 

"37 new emails from: Park Jimin," your hands froze at the sight of so many unopened emails. "It must be some kind of bug, I never asked him to email me after that essay," you thought to yourself. You even used it until your first finals before forgetting the password and that was a little bit after the murder incident, so how could this be? You scrolled down onto the first email sent by him. Nervously, you clicked on the email, revealing no words but just one attachment. 

"Video attachment" 

You hovered your cursor over it, contemplating wether to open it but also wanting to open it without hesitation. You clicked it open and the video loaded.

Jimin was the one in the video, in a dark room. He seemed quiet, looking away from the camera that recoded him, but also seemingly with a lot to say.