it was sunday so yeri decided to go study at the library for the upcoming literature exam, although she had already started studying two weeks before the exam date was announced. before she arrived, she went to the nearby convenient store to get a drink.
"yeri? hey!" she almost jumped when seungkwan's loud and clear voice rang next to her ears.
"h-hi seungkwan," she stuttered when she saw his not-so-nice friend also known as kwon soonyoung.
once again, he watched her coldly, making her shift uncomfortably on her spot. the clueless seungkwan didn't notice at all and continued to stare at her lovingly.
i mean, it's hard to not stare at the girl you've been crushing on since 6th grade.
"so what are you doing here yeri?" seokmin broke the silence with a simple question.
"oh, i just wanted to study in the library..." she replied, almost embarrassedly. everyone had friends to go hang out with during the weekends, but she had none.
"want to come to the beach with us?" seungkwan asked excitedly.
"yeah, come with us!" seokmin encouraged her.
she hesitated before agreeing shyly, soonyoung looked like he was about to faint on the spot but no one cared about him at that moment. all eyes were on yeri.
"right, let's go get you a bikini!" seokmin immediately got smacked on the head by seungkwan after he said that.
a deep shade of red appeared on yeri's cheeks as she looked down at her body. she was unattractive and she didn't have the body those girls at the beach have. she was far from that.
"nevermind, i just remembered i had some groceries to get. don't worry about me, have fun!" she left as soon as she finished, running away with tears in her eyes.
seungkwan wanted to chase after her, but soonyoung pulled him back and shook his head.
"fuck. lee seokmin, you messed up real bad," seungkwan yelled, causing everyone in the convenient store to stare at him.
"i'm sorry! i didn't mean it that way," seokmin ruffed up his hair, guilt filled in his voice.
"why are you so obsessed with her?" soonyoung asked, clearly annoyed at seungkwan's exaggerated-moody-self.
"shut up, kwon soonyoung. you won't understand," seungkwan responded bitterly before storming off like a kid.
"whatever, just let him be," soonyoung said to seokmin.
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seungkwan: yeri
sent 1:52pm.
seungkwan: i'm so sorry
sent 1:52pm.
seungkwan: seokmin's an idiot
sent 1:52pm.
yeri: it's fine.
received 2:00pm.
it was a lie. it wasn't fine, she wasn't fine. whenever she looks at herself in the mirror, she couldn't help but feel ugly, useless, unneeded, unloved.
after a while, she decided to head home and before she could stand up, she felt someone tap on her shoulder.
"hi, are you kim yeri?" she looked up to see an extremely sweet looking girl. but something about this girl scared her. she nodded slowly as the girl smiled.
"i'm wendy, remember me?"
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a/n: i like where this ff is going
