Shadow

I still want you

Your P.O.V.

Amy got up and sat next to me. "I'm sorry" "he's moved on..." "not entirely" "how do you know?" "I can just feel it, and actions speak louder than words" I looked at my lap. I thought about her words. I got up and hugged her. I left and got in my car. I drove off, I happened to see something. It was 'Emerald' and that girl. I stopped and got out. A few feat away and walked by them. To make look natural. I don't want to be mistaken for a creeper. I was just curious. I walked up to her. "Hey, Emerald right?" "Hello, you must be the girl from earlier" Must be? She doesn't even remember me from thirty minutes ago? "Yeah, that's me... I was wondering how you nailed a guy like Shadow" "Oh, a undying fan of his?" Suuurre. "Yea.. I know he's taken but I wanted to know how you did it" she laughed. "Honey, he was a heart broken sick pup.

"It wasn't hard but I fell in love instantly" sure you did. "Wow, that easy huh?" I acted the part. She chuckled at me. "Besides, someone had to take care of little Scarlet here" I noticed the girl had been playing not too far away. "Wait, so you had the baby before marriage?" That hoar! "Haha, no. I didn't have the baby" she picked 'Scarlet' up. "Time to go sweety. I'd love to meet your undying fan needs about telling you about our relationship but I must be going" she went inside. I was left there confused. Maybe they adopted it. But she looked so close to Shadow. I had also noticed one of her eyes was ruby. Only one. It was happening all over again. I had to get answers. For a whole other reason. To figure out whos child that is and where this 'Emerald' came from. I was digging for information once again. I had already lost him though.

Why am I trying to hold on to something that doesn't exist? He's moved on, why can't I? Maybe it's what Amy said. "I can just feel it..." her words replayed in my head. I had to figure out if he still held some love for me. Maybe we could rekindle our dying love. I was starting to sound crazy but I was still crazy for him. What do I do then? How will I figure out if he still has that buried love for me? "...actions speak louder than words" Amy's words played over and over again in my head. That's what I'll do! Step by step, then one last big thing. I'll figure it all out. If he doesn't love me still.... I'll leave. I will let him live his life with that lady and the child. I will never make an occurance in his life again because he doesn't want me there. My eyes started to tear up just thinking about this. I had gone home already.

I was already there sitting on my couch thinking about this. I decided to try tomorrow and went to bed. I needed my rest. I looked at the cieling with my hand on my heart. Please, love me. Like you used to. I closed my eyes and fell alseep.