Chapter 41: Back To School
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Finns POV
"Hey Man, open the door" I said knocking on the small door into pucks room. I knew I could relate in some way to him, so I figured I would try to get him to talk. I felt bad , although I hadn't known Pucks dad long and Puck didn't see him often it was still his father.
Slowly the door was unlocked and it opened to Puck walking back to sit on his bed.
"Look, I don't want to talk. Okay?" Puck said picking up his xbox controller.
"Puck, I know you don't Want to talk, but its probably the best. Maybe you could just listen....and put down the controller." I said turning off the t.v.
"Fine, I listen" He said pretending not to care but you could really tell he was fighting back anger.
"I know we have completely different situations but my dad is gone too. I understand that I didn't get to know my dad like you did yours but I can help you in the aspect of losing a parent and feeling like you didn't get to know him" Just as I was staring he opened his mouth. I didn't think it would be this easy to get him talking
"Finn, I get where your coming from but its different with me. Im ashamed of who my father was. Im not upset hes gone as much as im scared I would ever turn out like him. Yes im upset hes gone because he never gave my family a chance. But I don't want to grow up to be like him. I don't want to grow up and leave my wife and kids, I don't want to do drugs or kill myself." He took a deep breath and continued
"I feel like if he would have stoke around and got to know us he would have stayed. I never thought he thought so little of our family to just give away his life without saying goodbye." He said
"Puck, I get it" I said reassuring him , he stood up quickly and fisted his hands and yelled out "NO , you don't!"
"You don't get it, its my fault he left! This is ALL my fault!" He yelled loudly
"Calm down" I said patting him on the back and Rachel and Quinn quickly Ran in at the loudness in his voice. Quinn went straight to him and held his hand
"No, its my fault!" He said angry
"No, Its not" Rachel said
"The night he left he was drunk, him and mom were fighting really bad and I ran in to break it up and I punched him on accident and he took me to my room and screamed at me for hours, I was being a smart ass and not listening I didn't care I was just so angry at him for hurting mom. It just got to out of control. That night while everyone was asleep he left, no one knew. He didn't take anything" He said and we all were in tears by then. "The last thing I said to him was 'I hate you' , how will I ever forgive myself."
"Puck , that's not your fault!" Quinn said
"Your dad was an alcoholic" Rachel Said "Don't blame yourself, it was his choice to leave"
"Hey, do you guys mind leaving, I just need some time" Puck said and we all three stood up
"call me later" Finn said walking out
"Ill bring you dinner tonight" Quinn said kissing him and walking leaving Rachel in there.
"Puck, I hope you feel better. If you need to talk just come over please, my door is always open and im here to help you. Remember that my father's love you and will always be there for you too." I said looking into his eyes with my hands in his , I kissed his forehead and walked out.
