Chapter 11 Confessions
Rachel POV
I woke up to the sun shining in my face the birds chirping and a big sleeping man next to me. He was so cute when he was sleeping and his arms were wrapped tight around my waist, I knew I didn't want to be anywhere else in the world. Last night was perfect beyond perfect it was amazing. Finn was so slow and gentle with me I just couldn't get enough of him. I loved him like there was no tomorrow, and I had really hoped that today would never come because today was the day we guessed my fathers would come down to the lake house and yell at all of us. They had called me every day since they found out we were here alone. I really don't know what the big deal were all seniors, you would think they would be able to trust us a little bit? I was taken out of my thoughts by the sound of Finns words and breath in my ear.
"Good morning gorgeous" Finn said "How do you feel?"
"Sore, but absolutely amazing!" I said giving him a quick kiss
"I'm sorry, but trust me you were amazing last night! I never knew you had it in you!" Finn said rolling on top of me, kissing my check.
"So were you!" I said shyly "I just don't want today to come I just want to stay in bed with you all day!"
"Me too!" Finn said "We better shower or else people are going to know we did something last night!"
"I think they know Finn we were pretty loud! But Ill race you to the shower!" I said jumping out of bed freezing because I was winter and I wasn't wearing anything.
After about a 30 minute shower we were back on the bed kissing when I said "Finn I don't want to talk ANOTHER shower!"
"Fine,but later!" Finn said getting dressed and waiting for me to finish getting ready
We were all dressed and clean, walking down the stairs hand in hand to find everyone at the dining room table with breakfast already made and ready to eat. I knew puck would say something about last night so when I sat down I just braced myself for whatever he was going to say.
"Good Morning Lovebirds, Get any sleep last night?" Quinn said winking
"Are you kidding me Quinn, I didn't get any sleep last night with those to getting it on in the next room!" Puck said laughing "I thought you were killing Rachel at first then I heard you moan the loudest moan in the world and I realized what the hell was going on!"
"Puck, That's gross!" I said "Why were you listening?"
"CAUSE YOU GUYS ARE SO LOUD?" He replied
"Whatever man, You and Quinn go at it pretty hard too!" Finn said laughing causing Quinn to blush
"Okay Guys Finns my brother and Rachel's my best friend, I REALLY don't want to hear about this, THANKS!" Kurt Said
"Sorry Kurtie, I-" Rachel said
"Nope Don't want to hear it!" Kurt said turning around to put his face in Blaine's chest
We were all eating in silence taking a little amongst each other when I finally said "Hey Guys what about the parents coming today?" Pulling the whole group into one conversation
"Yeah, what the hell are we going to do about that?" Santana said
"I just hope that my dad's don't bring anyone else's parents!" I said
"Well who else would they tell or bring?" Mercedes said
"Well I'm sure they told everyone and the only 2 people they would Bring is Finns parents or Quinn's!" I said "I really don't think they'll bring anyone though!"
"Good, maybe if were really good when they get here they'll she if they can trust us then they'll leave, we still have about 5 more days here since winter break is 2 weeks.!" Quinn said
"Yeah, maybe they'll only come for one night, or maybe were reading to far into this and they'll trust us and not come at all!" Finn said
"Not Likley" I said "Since they don't know that we know there coming when they get here our rooms need to be separated boy/girl and we need to all be wearing clothes and acting like innocent kids!"
"Yeah, im with Rachel! Lets all go to our own rooms and start packing!" Puck said looking at me in a weird way
Pucks POV
I watched as Finn picked up Rachel bridal style ticking her and carrying her up the stairs to THERE room.
I mean I would be lying if I said I still didn't have tiny feelings for Rachel. But Not Feelings I could act on. It's Confusing but Rachel is like my best friend we tell each other everything and I just love being close with her. We've known each other forever because of our Jewish backgrounds and I've always had a little something for her. Yeah she could be bossy, selfish, and controlling. But when you see past all of that you see how sweet, nice, gentle, understanding and drop dead GORGEOUS she is. Many people wouldn't classify Rachel Berry as pretty that's true, she's so much more than "Pretty". I have Quinn and I love her so much that's why I'm not acting on these feelings because I also know that Rachel is head over heels in love with Finn. And I have done this to Finn twice before and I'm not going for a 3rd time!
Quinn came up to me and said "Go up there and talk to her!"
"Huh, What?" I said looking at her
"I know you love me and would do anything for me, but I also see the way you look at Rachel, I can live with the fact that you have a crush on Rachel. Who doesn't? Everyone seems to love Rachel!" Quinn said
"I don't love Rachel! I just have TINY feelings for her but its probably just because ive known her forever and shes just a great girl. Its gross when I think about her and me because shes like my younger sister."
"I know, that's why you need to tell her how you feel instead of having it bottled up inside of you! You need her to tell you that she feels differently about you. You need the closure!" Quinn said rubbing my back
"Quinn words cant describe how much I love you and how proud I am of you! You have to know I don't love Rachel I just have old feelings that need to be resolved!" I said kissing her check
"I know! I love you too! Now go!" She said pushing me up the stairs
I walked up the stairs and knocked on the door, Rachel came to the door and said "Hey Noah What's up?"
"Hey I was wondering if we could talk about something?" I said
"Yeah come on in!" She said grabbing my hand, the second she did that I got shivers
"Can we go outside?"
"Yeah Of course!" She said smiling (which killed me) "Let me get my coat!"
We were sitting outside on the rocking chair facing the trees covered in snow.
"So what did you want to talk about?" She asked taking my hand and looking up at me
"Us" I said
"What about "Us"?" she said taking her hand back and scooting back in tension
I Told her the whole story about how I thought of her and she was almost crying
"Noah, that's so sweet. I mean I'd be lying if I said I never had any feelings for you. No matter what I will always love you and Finn knows that. It's the same way Finn and Quinn are. Were all like a family but we each are completely in love with different people but still have feelings for ours Ex's!" I said "Its not something we want to act on because we have stronger feelings for other people!"
"Exactly, I love Quinn and She's the one for me but I still think about you and how funny and nice and just over the top gorgeous you are!" He said
At that point I was crying "Noah that's the sweetest thing you have ever said to me!" "I love you so much and probably always will but things didn't work out for a reason a GOOD reason. We found our soul mates, we all will always have feelings for other people but at the end of the day Noah who do you want to be the aunt of your children Me or Quinn?"
"You!" Puck said raising his head up
"Exactly you love me like a sister and you love Quinn as a wife/girlfriend, it's the same with Finn and Me." I said
"Thanks Rach, and I mean every word of what I said your so pretty almost the prettiest girl in the world and I want the best for you!" Puck said
We both stood up once our conversation was over and I hugged and kissed him walking back inside. I know Finn once had gotten mad at me for Kissing puck but things were different now when I kissed Puck its not passionate or heated. Its just like kissing your brother.
Rachel POV
"Hey Baby you okay? You look like you've been crying! What did Puck say?" Finn said hugging me as I walked into our room
"Nothing, he was just trying to get closure and he told me he loved me but he said he loved me like a sister and he would always love me but he would always want to be with Quinn. And I told him I loved him too as a brother and he told me I was the prettiest girl in the world. And it was just what he needed then he said that I was the sister he always wanted then he hugged and kissed me, and here I am!" I said
"I understand, that's the same way it is with Quinn, I love her like a sister and always will have feelings for her but I love you SO MUCH more and I want to marry you, not her!" Finn said
"Awe, Finn!" I said kissing him
"But there's one difference with my feelings for Quinn!" Finn said it worried me alittle so I asked "What?"
"I still no matter what think you're the prettiest girl in the world prettier than Quinn!" He said
"Finn, you mean so much to me! Its weird that the 2 most popular guys in school think im pretty and love me!" I said looking up at him
"Rachel More than 2 guys think your pretty trust me! Did you see all those guys break up with their girlfriends when you did your Brittany spears outfit!" Finn said "Which you should totally wear again just not to school!"
"I Love you Finn Hudson" I said Giggling
"I love you Rachel Barbra Berry!" Finn said "Lets finish packing before your dads get here!"
I looked up at him and smiled. There was no one else I could see spending the rest of my life with. I loved him so much and I just hoped that this year would go by slower because I couldn't imagine leaving Finn here in Lima. I would almost just stay here and go to Ohio State just for him. I shed one tear and it rolled down my check I quickly looked away so Finn couldn't see I was upset. We hadn't talked about college yet and I was scared.
"Hey Rach i-" Finn said, he stopped when I turned around facing him
"What?" I said trying to fake a smile
"No! Whats Wrong?" Finn said walking to the other side of the bed where I was packing my clothes taking me in a hug. He sat on the bed and put me in his lap.
"Hey Look at Me Rachel, whats wrong?" he said
"I just, im scared!" I said crying in his shoulder
"What about? Your Dads!" He said Rubbing my back comforting me
"No Us. I just don't know if..." I said before getting interrupted
"Wait are you breaking up with me?" Finn said confused looking hurt
"No Never! I don't think I would or could ever break up with that's my point! We only have a couple more months and I just don't know whats going to happen to us when I leave for New York, I mean Im thinking about staying here with You!" I said Crying alittle looking in his eyes
"NEVER!" Finn saisd "You will get into college in New York and I will be at every one of your shows, and you'll be on Broadway and youll be in Julliard and When you get home from school and go to your small apartment ill be there with dinner on the table for you!"
It took Me a moment to think about what he just said. Was he really going to follow me to New York? "Finn, I, I couldn't let you follow me to New York!" I said
"Doesn't matter, im going with or without you, well I hope with you but that's not the point im trying so hard to get good grades so I can make it into NYU on a football scholarship!" He said
"But Finn, you hate New York?" I said
"No I don't I love it, last year when we went there I thought it would be a big deal and I would hate it but being there with you felt right, and I fell in love with the city!" Finn said
"Finn Hudson, I love you so much right now, You wil make it into college there I just know you will!" I said Crying
"What's Wrong Do you not want me to come?" Finn said noticing I was still crying
"NO! I want nothing more than that! Im just glad that I can spend the rest of my life with you. If youll have me?" I said kissing him
"I want nothing more!" He said kissing me back
We lost track of time and 45 minutes later we heard a knock at the door and it was Quinn she was screaming "Red Alarm" That meant that my dads were in the driveway!
"FINN GET UP PUT CLOTHES ON HURRY MY DADS ARE HERE!" I said yelling grabbing my bags and running into Quinn's room throwing my stuff all around the room to make it look like I hadn't just unpacked in there. Then I took pucks bag and opened it in Mine and Finns old room.
"Hey Finn hurry up downstairs, I can see them getting out of the car to get there bags and we need to be downstairs playing "Uno" With the other guys!
"Okay!" He said kissing me and picking me up running down the hall way and down the stairs
We all sat for about 10 seconds and handed out cards to each other looking like we had been playing a game and we had a movie on. Then the doorbell rang and Puck Jumped up and answered it.
All we heard was Puck Talking to My Dads
"Hey Mr. & Mr. Berry this is unexpected!" Puck said
"Well we didn't think you kids should be alone on this trip so we decided to surprise drop by to see if you guys were actually in separate rooms and following the rules like you said you were!" Mr. Berry Said
"Where's Rachel, Where are the other kids?" The other Mr. Berry Said
"There all in the kitchen watching Movies and playing Uno" Puck answered than Brittany yelled out "Uno"
They walked in and I pretended to look shocked.
"DAD, DADDY? What are you doing here?" I said looking up at them
"Well we talked to the other parents and they said to drive up and make sure you guys weren't being inappropriate, and lying to us!" My Dad Said
"Well were not!" I said
"Okay Do you guys want to show us around the house so I can see where all of your rooms are?" My Daddy Said
"Yeah why not!" Quinn said
"The Girls are on the top floor and the boys are on the bottom floor!" Mercedes Said
"Ill take Mr. Berry around the bottom floor and Rach you take your Daddy upstairs" Puck said
"Okay come this way!" I said leading my Daddy Upstairs
After we showed them around they were pleased to see we didn't lie. But we so did! I was hoping they would just leave after that but of course they didn't!
"Hey Do you kids mind if we sleep here tonight and we'll be on our way home tomorrow?" My Dad said
"No of course not, you can stay as long as you need!" Puck said
We all cooked dinner and finished our movie and around 11:30 we said our goodnights and headed for our rooms. I was sad that I wouldn't be sleeping with Finn tonight but I had a plan so I could at least have some time with him.
It was 1145 and I got out of the shower and texted Finn.
"Stay awake till 1230 then meet me on the front porch" - R
"Okay Sure baby anything for you, what do you have planned?" - F
"I guess you'll just have to wait and see, be super quiet"-R
"Okay I love you see you soon!"- F
"Love you Too "- R
It was 1235 so I started to make my way downstairs I knew that everyone was asleep by then, I heard Finn trip over something on his way out the door so I knew he had left. I Walked out the front door and saw him sitting on the steps with a coat hat and gloves, because it was one of the colder days.
"Hey Babe" He said
"Hey Do you wanna go on a bike ride? I found a really cool path!" I said
"Yeah! That sounds Fun, but we cant see?" He said
"Theres street lights on the path!" I said kissing him and pulling 2 bikes out of the shed.
I brought a back pack with blankets and water just incase. We started riding down the path and we were having so much fun! Then we found this little kids park and we went over there and laid all 6 blankets that I brought on the inside of the park. There was slides and swings and othere things, but there was this area that had a roof over it and it was pretty big so I laid the blankets down on it and we just laid there for a while talking and looking at the stars.
I was so comfortable and not at all cold which was surprising. But I was really tired and I kept drifting off to sleep when I finally fell asleep and so did Finn.
"OH MY GOSH FINN WAKE UP!" I screamed tapping him
"What!" Finn said
"We fell asleep its 5:30 am! We need to get back home before my dads get up!" I said
"They won't be up for a while!" Finn said laying back down
"No Finn they said when they came into my room last night that they would be leaving at 5:45 am the next day because they had work early that morning!" I said Folding the blankets
"Oh shit! Hurry Run Lets GO!" Finn yelled jumping on the bikes as we raced home
We got There and threw our bikes in the shed and my phone said it was 5:50 am. We came in through the back door and sneaked into our rooms. The second I walked into my room I heard My Daddy walk behind me.
"Hey Rachel, Your Up early arnt you? And So was Finn?" My daddy said
"Im so sorry daddy! Me and Finn went on a bike ride and fell asleep at the park!" I said
"Rach calm down its okay, I know you and Finn are 18 and seniors I know youll be living together soon, I know whats been going on this trip." My daddy said
"what?" I said shocked
"Just Be careful rach, I love you have a fun time the rest of the trip!" My daddy said waling out
"Okay thanks dad I love you" I said
"Oh and one more thing don't mention this to Dad, he'd freak out. This is our secret!" My daddy said walking out of the room
I knew My daddy was never too strick on me, But my Dad was crazy protective! I laid back down on my bed and fell asleep I was so tired and the next day we were going snowboarding!
