Ms. Knowles (BeyNika fan fic) {COMPLETED}

Set it straight.

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Onika's pov

I didn't mean to push B away last night it's just... I'm afraid if she sees my stretch marks that she won't think that I'm attractive anymore. My body has become more... unfit since I had the twins and I just hadn't felt in the mood for sex. I just don't want B to leave me or to cheat on me with someone she thinks looks better than me.

B and Z should be home any minute now so hopefully we'll straighten this out.

As if on cue they walk through the door.

Z: hey mama

N: hey baby girl how was school?

Z: it was good. I'm gonna go do my homework.

N: ok I'll call you when dinner is ready

She nodded and I kissed her forehead. When I looked at B she had the twins in her arms and she was kissing them.

N: can we talk?

She put them down and we sat at the table.

N: I didn't mean to push you away last night.

B: I know.

N: you do?

She nodded

B: I understand why you didn't want it to happen then and I should've been more considerate about the twins but... honestly I just feel like you're not attracted to me how you used to be when we first got together... And I don't like it.

She started crying and I felt so bad. I didn't know I made her feel that way. I rushed over to her and hugged her.

N: no baby it's not that I'm not attracted to you anymore. I love you just the way you are... Actually I was thinking that you weren't attracted to me because of the change in my body.

Her sniffles lessened and she looked at me kinda confused.

B: what change? You're the same to me.

She said as she gently placed her hands on my hips as I sat in her lap.

N: I'm not the same... I've got stretch marks and I'm getting love handles. I just thought once you saw how my body was you wouldn't want me anymore.

I put my head down and B put it back up so we were looking at each other.

B: babe... I don't care how you look. I don't care if and how your body changes. I love you for you. Your body is just the cherry on the top it's not the main thing that makes me love you and it won't be the thing to make me stop loving you. You should've told me when you were feeling insecure.

N: I know and I'm sorry I was just afraid of what you would say.

B: well I would've said that you'll always be my princess no matter what you look like. And now that I've put a ring on it we not gonna break up over no pettiness...

I couldn't help but smile. I love B with all my heart words can't even explain.

N: I love you

B: I love you more

We kissed and it lasted a longer than we expected.

G: babo!!!

B: calm it Giselle

She said side eyeing her. I laughed making her smile.

B: we gotta find out what she means by 'babo!'

I nodded while giggling. I put my head in her neck as she rubs my back.

N: I'm sorry baby

B: I'm sorry too. Look

I sat up and looked at her.

B: here's a kiss I missed last night... here's a good morning kiss... here's a kiss before I went to work... a kiss for coming in the house after work... and here's a kiss just because I love you...

She kissed me several times making me smile.

B: you feel better now?

I nodded and smiled

B: yay team big bootay is working again.

I laughed. I'm so glad that we opened up to each other about this. To know that she doesn't love me for my body and it won't change how she feels about me makes me happy. I can't wait to marry my angel!

Nighttime
Beyoncé's pov

The kids were asleep and it was just me and Nicki up. We moved the twins' cot to the room next door and put baby monitors. We figured it was better so the twins can be used to sleeping in their own room and also for me and Nicki to get the freak in.

I've just came back in the room from kissing the kids goodnight to see Nicki laying on the bed with nothing but heels and a smirk on her.

N: come here baby

Imma do what she says! She looking fine as hell. I went on top of her and looked down at her.

B: I thought you said you got stretch marks... bitch where?

She laughed. As I laid on her body she wrapped her legs around me.

B: you look beautiful babe. I can't find a single flaw on you.

She blushed really hard and it made me smile to know that I'm making her feel beautiful. I kissed her and they travelled down to her neck then to her boobs and down onwards. I finally got to meet an old friend I've been desperate to meet for months. She's still pink and pretty just how I like it.

At the end of the night we had fun and made love. I'm so incredibly lucky I have Nicki. I can't wait to say 'I do'!!!

When we were done with love making we just laid there intertwined.

N: I love you B

B: I love you too my princess

I kissed her forehead and we went to sleep.

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How do you feel about them both feeling like they weren't enough?

Do you think this has strengthened their relationship?

Do you want them to get married in the next chapter? If not what do you want to see in the next chapter?