I guess theirs something about me that I always believed "everything happens for a reason". I sometimes don't get it, I've watched so many shows where the girl always gets her man in the end. Why did that need to happen, what's the reason for that? I always dreamed that I would be one of those girls but look at me now. I'm stuck in a mist of my thoughts, where time is just a word that doesn't move. Why do I make everyone around me hate me? There was never any of this in the movies, what happened? When I was little, me and my best friend had a special place it was high up, off the ground where you could see everything, but that world doesn't exists anymore me and him split up as the years flew by. That place became my little place where I could see the drops of water come from above as the flowers flow against the river into the sun.
A sound came from underneath from my special place I looked, "could it be, could it be him" I rows to my feet as he climbed up to me. He shouted up to me "you remembered our special place" I sprang up to the edge as he faced me. He was eager to say with a smile so wide he opened his mouth and yelled "YOUR TURN". He took out his arms and pushed me. I couldn't say a word with my own shock. I screamed with all that I could. I sprang up out of bed with my arms up as I was screaming so loud. I felt my head and closed my eyes with relieve it was only a dream. The door swung in as my mom yelled "What's the matter with you, why are you waking me up so early?". I looked down "S-sorry" I said quietly. "You should know how to apologize, stand up and look at me" I burst up looking at her with direct contact "I'm sorry" My mom looked at me then left with disappointment in her eyes. No one ever understood me, I know that everyone's different in there own way but it feels like I'm just on another plant. Once I was already for school, I ran out the door before any of my family members saw a glance of me. Walking towards my school, it felt further than it was, mostly because my crush I had ever since middle school was walking beside the prettiest girl in school, Suzy Gale. She had long black curly hair with red rosy lips that you can see from all the way down the street. I always wished I was her, she has everything but the one thing that I hate about her is that she acts like she has nothing. I couldn't breathe when I saw her kiss his cheek, "are they dating?" I thought. Once I got to school, my only friend, Halley came running to me she wispered into my ear "Gonus is dating someone" my eyes in shock I asked her "who? Is it Suzy? I saw them walking together and she kissed him on the cheek". Halley replied nodding no, as though she was mad. When I got to class, everyone was so shocked on who Gonus was dating. As I sat into my chair I glanced at Gonus with his friends talking, I started to listen in. He laughed and said "yeah, dudes I'm dating Halley Sandra". My eyes widen I jumped out of my seat "What?". Everyone looked at me as I burst, out of the classroom with no thought I ran out of school with tears in my eyes. I climbed to my special place and stayed alone to the point where I texted Halley "how could you!". She responded "you found out, well you guys never even dated and it's not like you were gonna ask him out" I didn't respond back. If she doesn't even have limits for me why should we bother on being friends. I stayed in my special spot all night and I finally realized that everything does happen for a reason. It happens without thought, it happens to torment me. I looked out to the moon with tears falling off my face. I shouted up at the sky "My life is meaningless" I took a breath and wiped my tears "I wish that I could have a new start". My life has been a joke with no one to care in the world. I took a deep breath staring at the river as I climbed down towards the grown. My bag by my ankles banging off me as I walked. Slooching. My eyes looking down at the cacked world, that I'm apart of. All my thought was gone. A loud noise came from beside me, and my eyes came up to see. My heart stopped looking at the black car coming at me. I couldn't move away from it, I had no time. I closed my eyes and saw him, my old friend. Before I could open my eyes my life flashed as the car hit.
