He was right in front of me again. The only thing I could think of was him, I couldn't get my mind off of him. Why does this keep happening? I'm I gonna die again?
I remembered that day when he said he hated me. I didn't mean to though, is it my turn? I tear ran down my face, as the teacher asked me if I was okay. Everybody looked at me in silence then laughed. But I didn't care, I just nodded. He glanced at me before he sat down then walked to the far side of the classroom and sat down. Did he remember me? I looked out the window mesmerized about what happened. After school, I walked to my special place. As the wind blew fast off the water. I guess it wasn't just my idea though, I saw him looking up at that spot that use to be ours. I started to turn away, but before I could, he stopped me. He tapped my shoulder. As I turned around scared. He looked at me and said "I can't believe you, your so pathetic, I don't want you anywhere near me or my grandmother. You got that?" I looked up at him with silence and looked down. "YOU GOT THAT?" He shouted. Once he said that he walked away right past me. My heart pounding. I quickly turned around and yelled "WAIT" with my hand pointing out to touch him. He stopped and said "What?" In a lower voice as if, he didn't care what I had to say. I tried to explain "It was like 9 years ago, It was an accident" He swung around to face me "Well an accident caused my mother's death". He walked away. My heart stopped as I remembered that day. When my dad cheated on my mom, with Adam's mother. I walked in on them, with wide eyes, that day was the first day where I felt all alone. I walked in on my dad in bed with Adam's mom. I ran away once I saw, crying when Adam's mom came after me. She grabbed me and yanked me towards her. I was trying to get away from her. When I slapped her so I could run away, she looked at me and stood up. I got up as she grabbed my shirt and she threw me on the ground. I curled up in pain. As she kicked me. I did the first thing I could think of, I grabbed her leg and she fell over. But little did I know, the fall caused a heart attack. I didn't know, what to do, so I ran away to my room. She could've lived if I got someone right away but I was scared. I didn't know what to do. That was the day everyone started to hate me. The day I felt alone and worth nothing. When I got home, my mom told me that some people moved in next door. She told me to bring them, a basket full of muffins and handed one over to me. As I went to the front door about to knock, Adam came up behind me. "What are you doing here?" He said in my ear. I turned around quickly my back against the door. I blurted out "You life here". He said nothing but walked right past me into the house. I was about to give him the basket when he shut the door on my face. So I knocked on the door over and over. Aventually I left the basket at the door with a note. Why is he all of a sudden everywhere I am? As I walked next door to my home I got a call from an unknown caller. I answered, it was my dad. When I found out it was him, I hung up. I put my phone in my pocket and acted like he didn't call. But why was he calling me I wondered, we haven't talked in years ever since he cheated on my mom and then abandoned me.
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