Pregnant By A Gangster

Ch.13 With Him

CHANELLE'S POV.

All night I was tossing and turning thinking about what to tell Jovanny. I really wanna forgive him. He is the father of my kids and, for them, maybe I do have to give him a chance. It's morning now and it's raining and freezing cold. But I have one of those heated blankets and it feels so good and comfortable.

As I barely wake up Stella comes into my room. "good morning Chanelle" she says as she brings over a tray. "I brought some breakfast, sunny side up eggs, hashbrowns, sausage, NO bacon, orange juice and your prenatal vitamin" she says as I sit up and take the tray.

"thanks" I say as I begin eating. "so, you're parents are going on a business trip for 2 days, you should, have someone else keep you company besides me" she says. "yeah like who" I say sarcastically. "Chanelle, have you thought about what you're gonna tell Jovanny?" she asks.

"I mean, I'm leaning a lot towards, giving him a second chance" I tell her. She smiles. "that's good" she says. "well, if you talk to him and decide to invite him over, let me know so I can do some grocery shopping and get some food for lunch or dinner" she tells me as she leaves. I nod.

When I'm done eating I lay back in bed thinking for a second. I think I should forgive Jovanny and him a second chance. I'd feel confused if I would do it JUST because of the babies. But I'm not. I would be doing it for the babies, AND for myself. I really like him. We haven't known each other very long obviously but, I feel like I have. It's not everyday you find a good guy like him in the mob.

I smile at the outcome of my choice. We can be a happy family. It might be hard but I can do it. I get up to get ready a little bit and make myself look cute. I leave my hair down in it's natural waves and do my makeup. I put on a gray and black Victoria's Secret LOVE PINK hoodie, leggings, and some white fuzzy socks.

I text Jovanny to come over then stand outside my bedroom door. "hey Stella!" I yell. "yes?" I hear her yell back. "when Jovanny gets here can you let him in?" I ask. "yes of course" she says. I smile and go back into my room. I know how much she loves me and Jovanny together as a couple.

I sit on my bed and put on a movie as I wait for Jovanny to get here. Then there's a knock at my door and it opens. I see Jovanny. "hey" I say quietly as I sit up. "hi" he says as he sits on the chair in front of my vanity next to my bed.

"so?" he asks. "I've been thinking, and, I will give you a second chance, but, I need to make sure you're doing this for you, not just for the babies, or because you feel pressured, or cause of our families, do you wanna be with me?" I ask him.

"Chanelle" he says as he gets up and sits next to me. "I do, we haven't known each other or been together for that long but, you're the mother of my kids now, and I realized how important that is, I, I love you Chanelle" he tells me. I smile and hug him. "I love you too" I tell him quietly.

God does it feel so damn right being in his arms. We slowly pull away from our hug and he grabs my face and kisses me. I feel nothing but fireworks and my face get hot. I get crazy butterflies but maybe it's just the babies lol. Our kiss is slow, passionate, and warm.

We pull away. "you know, we haven't had sex in 3 months" he tells me playfully. "yeah.." I say sarcastically with a smile. He raises his eyebrows. "I'll see" I say teasingly. He laughs. We lay on my bed watching the movie.

Stella came in and asked us about dinner. I told her cheese and mushroom stuffed ravioli with chicken, and a salad. But I also told her to bring up some snacks for now. Ever since I got pregnant we keep a bunch of healthy food and junk food in the house.

She brings some chocolate cheesecake, chocolate chips Ahoy cookies, and a glass of ice cold milk. Me and Jovanny continue eating and watching movies. "you're getting a bump" he tells me. I look down at my bump. "yeah, I'm surprised I'm not bigger though" I say as I rub it.

"do you know what they are?" he asks. "no not yet, but I can find out next month" I tell him. "what are you hoping for?" he asks. "um, two girls or a boy and a girl"  tell him. "two girls?? two boys sounds better" he says. "of course it does" I say smiling and shaking my head.

"once we find out what they are, we should pick names for them, instead of calling them "the babies" or just saying them you know?" he says. "yeah, we should, that's just one of MANY things we need to do before they're born" I tell him. "when are you due?" he asks. He doesn't know anything about my pregnancy cause I haven't told him anything.

"May 25" I tell him. "well that's still pretty far away" he says. "yeah but they're gonna be here before we know it, and we have to buy baby stuff and everything they need, plan a baby shower, set up the nursery-" I start but he cuts me off. "where are you setting up their nursery?" he asks.

"oh, well here, Antonio's moving out in 2 months in January, and his room will be empty, and so will the guest room next to his, so I figured those can be the babies rooms" I tell him. He looks into space and pauses.

"what?" I ask. "why don't you and the babies move in with me?" he suggests. I raise my eyebrows. I didn't really think about that. With all the fighting and stuff we've been dealing with I automatically knew me and the babies would be here.

"Jovanny, I'm gonna need my mom and Stella's help" I tell him. "but you'll have me, and my mom, and my sisters" he says. I purse my lips. "we'll talk about it okay?" I tell him as I grab his hand. He smiles and nods then kisses my lips. He laid my back and laid next to me. We kiss harder. I swear what these hormones do to me.

So, we ended up having sex, all the way until Stella called us for dinner. It was amazing. Just as good as the first time. And he slept over, and we did it some more until late at night. I think I definitely made the right decision being with Jovanny. He makes me laugh, smile, happy, he's msart, sweet, and funny. What more could I ask for?