Pregnant By A Gangster

Ch.25 New Life.

CHANELLE'S POV.

I've been in bed all day. I'm heart broken. I haven't seen or spoke to Jovanny since the day before yesterday. Yesterday all I did was cry, eat, and sleep. I had my door locked because I didn't want ANYONE to bug me.

I haven't even gone into the nurseries. And I go inside them everyday. That doesn't mean I love Lucca and Cecilia less. No not at all. I'm not one of those girls that says "it's their fault he left me". It just hurts to see that, OUR babies, will be without their father. I'll be without my future husband.

He promised he wouldn't leave again. He doesn't wanna try. I know he's not coming back. I keep thinking about what he told me when he gave me that necklace. He was planning on leaving me for who knows how long . He left me completely,totally, heart broken.

Stella brought it to me yesterday saying that Isabella dropped it off. Jovanny wanted me to keep it. I don't wear it because I don't know if it's bullshit or not. So I just have it in a jewelry box. I lay in bed and Antonio's wife Julia comes into my room.

"knock knock" she says with a half smile as she comes in and closes the door behind her. "how you doin?" she asks as she sits at the end of my bed. "the same" I say honestly as I sit up.  "I can tell" she says with a slanted smile.

"well Antonio was gonna come up and tell you that your dad is gonna take you to dinner tonight to talk to you but I wanted to tell you" she says. "oh okay, why did you wanna tell me?" I ask with a small laugh. "because there's something else I wanted to tell you, maybe it'd brighten your mood?" she says hopeful.

"what?" I ask kind of curious now. "I'm pregnant!" she says with a big smile. I grow a big smile as well. "oh my god really?? congratulations!" I say as I give her a hug. "thanks" she says still smiling. "how far along are you?? does Antonio know??" I ask her.

"7 weeks and yes he does you're the first person we've told" she says. "oh my god yay how exciting!" I tell her. "I know I'm really excited" she says. "Julia!" we here Antonio yell from downstairs. "well I gotta go" she says as she stands up.

"okay see you later" I say with a smile as she leaves. I'm so happy for them. I just hope they don't have a girl. Antonio will keep her locked up until she's 30.

Since I'm now up I decide to go for a walk around the block in our gated community. Me and Jovanny used to always go on walks since my pregnancy started progressing.

I change into leggings, Nike running shoes, and a gray muscle shirt. I grab my phone and go downstairs. I get a water bottle then go outside and start walking. I feel alone. I feel like something is just missing.

When I come around the block I see Jovanny's house. It's empty. Him and his family are gone. They went with him. I just hold in the tears and swallow the lump in my throat. A huge part of me is missing. I want the twins to be born already just so I can have and see a piece of Jovanny.

I walk around the block one more time then go home and shower. I blow dry my hair and curl it then do my makeup. I put on a gray off the shoulder sweater, a leopard print scarf, maternity skinny jeans, and some UGGS. It's starting to get really cold, it's suppose to rain tonight.

When I'm ready I go downstairs and see my dad waiting for me. "ready princess?" he asks me. "yeah" I say as I get to the bottom of the stairs. We go outside and into the limo as we drive to the exact same restaurant I first officially met Jovanny. So many memories.

We're seated at our table and order our food and drinks and start talking. "how you doing lately?" my dad asks referring to the Jovanny situation. "I'm okay I guess, just, gotta get over it" I simply say. "you do know, what comes next now marriage wise don't you?" he asks trying not to be to forward. I smile.

I always liked that about my dad. Cause it shows he still considers me his little princess.

"yes dad" I say. "I want you to be happy sweet heart, and I promise you will, you and the twins will be in excellent hands" he tells me. I smile. Maybe I will. "I hope so" I say confidently. "He is a good man for you" he says referring to Savino.

"he is very excited and happy to be with you and the babies" he says. "good, the three of us are pretty much a package deal now" I say somewhat jokingly. He laughs. "unfortunately however he is on business in Italy and he won't be back until after the babies are born" he tells me.

"that's fine" I tell him assuring. That'll give me some time to process my new life. Or an unwanted one? I do want it. I want a family. Me and my babies need a rock. Someone who isn't Jovanny and won't leave us.