Adopted by 5SOS

9(will you ship erm.. I dunno a ship name for Ash & Clare..CASH??)

So far, the dinner is going good. It's a really good thing they haven't asked if we are dating. We aren't but it's just awkward when they bring that question up. Especially by their parents. Or relatives overall.

"so Clarissa, enough about us and lukey here. Tell us about you" Luke's mum asked. I was holding my fork picking at the food. My hand was shaking. Badly.

"uhm well w-what do you wanna know, mrs. Hemmings?" I said stabbing a piece of lettuce and shove in my mouth. Well kinda. I'm not trying to make it obvious.

"well um... How old are you?" my eyes widened.

"f-fourteen?" god what is she gunna say?!

"aww your so young..."

"and beautiful" mr. Hemmings added. I felt my cheeks redden.

"such a beautiful girl like you with a handsome young boy like Luke is a win win isn't it" she joked. Again, I blushed. I looked over at Luke and it seems he's blushing too. How cute!

"so, do your parents know you're here?" Mr. Hemmings asked. My smile fell and looked down at my plate. I just didn't know what to say or do.

I felt hot years coming. "excuse me" I muttered, got out of my seat and walked outside for some cool air. I sat on the front steps, all the way at the bottom. There were a lot of steps.

"clarissa?" Luke sat beside me and hugged me tight. "I'm sorry I-"

"no Luke its fine. They didn't know-"

"no. I should have been the one that told them before you came so that wouldn't be brought up" he said. I weakly smiled and leaned my head in his shoulder.

"I love you Luke' I muttered. He kissed the top if my head and rested his own on top of mine.

"love you too. Now, shall we go" I looked at him and smiled.

"yeah. I'm tired anyway" he helped me up and we walked back inside. I stood behind him the whole time just gripping the bottom of his shirt. I guess you can say I was nervous? I dunno.

"clarissa, honey. We are so sorry" mrs. Hemmings cried. Not literally but she felt really sorry. I looked up at Luke and smirked.

"no Mrs. Hemmings it is perfectly fine. Maybe we can talk some other time. I had an amaizing time. Thank you so
Much for having me, the food was delish!" I said. She smiled and side hugged with her husband.

"no problem dear. And thank you for joining us tonight it was nice having you here. And I'd love to see you agin soon" I hugged Luke's parents and soon we were off.

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I hate it when mother nature comes for a visit. Grrrr it gets me so mad! But then sometimes I just feel like crying.

What the hell is wrong with me?! I'm so fricking bipolar! shit shit shit!

Again, the boys are out rehearsing with the one direction boys and all time low. So yeah, I'm home alone. Again. Aren't I always?

"it's In his DNA d-d-DNA, and he just take my breath away. B-b-breath away I feel it everyday" I was walking to the kitchen clutching my stomach and singing hoping the stupid cramps will go away.

"aww man! I need pads!" I whined. I should call calum. Maybe he will bring me some? Well he is my best friend, or an older brother.

God this is very stressful!!!

I took out my phone and dialed Ashton.

"hello?"

"hey erm Ashton? Can you do me a hue favor?" I asked. Got this is embarrassing.

"sure anything. The boys and I are just hanging around. What do you need?" aww he's so sweet. And his voice! Gawd don't even get me started!!

"I need uhm p-pads? Mother nature kinda came for a visit" I nervously chuckled.

"sure. And i'll also get some chips and rent movies. Yeah?"

"okay. Thanks that'd be great" I smiled through the phone.

"Kay see ya in ten?"

"kay" I hung up and clutched my stomach. God where the hell are my pills!!??

Oh well i'll just lay in my bed. I mean Ashton's bed unil he comes back.

***

Minutes later Ashton walked in the room with two bags. I kinda jumped up and hugged him.

"aah thank you thank you thank you!" I said taking the pads.

"no problem I got a bunch of movies which first?" he laughed.

"Um any" I yelled from the bathroom. I heard him laugh.

I came out finding him under the covers with a bowl of popcorn and a bag of chips. I chuckled at the sight.

I took out my phone and took a picture of him. I looked the pic over and smiled. This is too cute! Keeping it forever.

I cuddled up with Ashton as the movie started. We barely ate. Well actually, I barely ate. Which is highly unusual when I'm on this shit.

We watched at least 4 movies already and we had 3 left. My eyes were getting droopy and it was very difficult to stay awake. I got in a better position and felt even sleepier. Dammit!

I heard Ashton whisper 'I love you beautiful' in my ear but I just think
I'm too sleepy and hearing things to even pay attention to anything.

Wonder if ash and I have a thing? But what about Michel and I? And Luke?

Cal? Nah, he's just my big, funny, perverted brother that I love.

Marissa?

Larissa?

Cashton?

Dear lord help me!!!!