Adopted by 5SOS

18(mistakes)

"who's the girl Ashton's with?" I asked in out of the blue. We were currently in some restaurant eating our food in silence. We were all too (still) hungover from the stupid club.

Luke frowned "what girl?" I looked at up from my plate.

"you guys don't know?" they shook their heads, still utterly confused.

"guys c'mon. You're band mates. We're family. Tell me"

"I swear we don't know what your talking about" calum spoke with a tone a little bit harsh. Or annoyed? I dunno, maybe both?

I rolled my eyes.

"I heard them" I spoke quietly not making eye contact with anyone. I could feel them looking at me. "I went to see if you guys were at the apartment. Harry dropped me off. He took care of me for a bit and I woke up late too. When I was looking for you... I knocked at his door. I heard a girl. Giggling.... And....." I didn't know if I could continue.

I wanted to cry, but not here.

"excuse me" I whispered, got up and walked outside for fresh air.

I put my hair down since my ponytail was giving me a headache. I still had Harry shirt as a dress. But I had converse on my feet.

"Clarissa!" calum called. I turned around and he had a very Serious concerned facial expression.

"what calum. Do you feel sorry for me? Do you wanna help? Well don't feel sorry me!" I was pretty much yelling, I continued "I don't want you or anyone to feel 'SORRY'! I just needs someone... Who.... Who understands me, okay?!....I..." I can't believe I just said all of that. Calum looked rather hurt than surprised. I started to cry again. This because I jut had to yell at my bestest friend.

"cal I'm sorry" I sobbed " I'm so so sorry I just-" he pulled me into a long tight hug. I got that feeling again. Warm, safe,loved. It just I dunno felt right.

"shh sh sh. I'm sorry acting the I did in there. I kinda deserved it. And I would understand if you tell me" he sad through my hair.

"yeah I know and I'm sure you'll understand but I....." I trailed off. Should I tell him?

"whats wrong? Tell me" he said softly. We pulled apart and backed up a bit.

"since you're my 'best friend' I should tell you everything..."

"Clare I get it. Just spit it out" he was getting impatient. Typical calum-_-

Here it goes.

I'm telling him.

I wont back down.

Not now.

"calum, I-I love you"

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