12(confused maybe)

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I woke to the sound of video games and controllers. I sat up and quickly made a lazy ponytail.

"isn't it too early to play" I kinda whispered. It's way to early for me to even talk.

"sorry" Luke apologized. I smiled.

"pass me a controller" I said scooting to the edge of the bed sitting in the middle of them two. Michael tossed me one. They started the game. I never knew playing COD was actually fun. With boys. And they actually know how to play. Eh it's a Long story.

"I'm gunna beat both your arses" I said not taking my eyes off the screen.

"yeah right" Michael muttered.

"you might beat us. But you cannot beat Calum" luke spoke. My smile fell and remembered. Calum.

"yeah, he's a boss at this game" mikey agreed. I paused the game.

"what's wrong?" Luke asked. I jut stared at the screen. I took a deep breath, got up and walked to the bathroom. I stood in front of the mirror. Why do I care? Calum is like a brother. He's very protective and makes me feel warm. Ashton on the other hand is kind and would never do what he did to me. Unless he drank or someshizz. But, I'm done.

I'm done liking boys. Done wanting a perf relationship. Done wanting to be with my dream guy. And, I'm so Done with even thinking about boys that way. I have a family now. And it's these four super loud, idiotic, mental, and kindest boys. What else would I ever want?
So, I'm putting all that aside because I'm not letting that get in my way. I looked at myself again.

"Clarissa?" I heard muke knocking. I smirked at my reflection.

"yawp. I'm good" I said. I opened the door and saw that Ashton was there too.
Ah hell! And I just had a whole conversation with myself! Whale, then.

"are you okay?" Michael asked.

"oh, I am totally fine" I smirked. I walked past them. I took some clothes for me to wear today.

I walked pass them again and into the bathroom. I closed it and locked it. I got dressed in a black crop, with a teal cardigan,striped jeans, converse, along with my phone and a couple of necklaces.

I walked out and put my other clothes away.

"Ashton I need your hat" I said sticking my hand out. He grinned.

"hat?"

"yeah, the black one. Urgh the fancy one"

"oh yeah it's in our room" he said.

"your room" I corrected and left. I searched his stuff until I found it. I put it on and damn I look cute with it.

I went back to the other room. And found calum there too. URGH!! Why!?

I completely ignored them grabbing my penny board. I think I'm missing something. But what?

Oh yeah, money. I spotted chips on the table grabbed a bunch and stuffed it in my mouth. Okay, Si what did u need?

Oh yeah!

"gawys I ned muney" I couple help but laugh. The way I said was hilarious! Haha.

"what?"

"mon-ney" geesh. They each handed me 50 bucks. Hell yeah!

"thanks" I grabbed the money headed to the door.

"wait where are you going?" calum asked. I rolled my eyes.

"to the skatepark. And the store"

"why?" another question from cal.

"because I can" I said with a duh voice.
"Kay well peace" I said actually holding up the peace sign walking out.

Okay then, I've got fifty bucks. Time for a piercing and tattoo. I'm thinking smake bites and a little music note on my wrist? Yep. That's cool. Right? No? Fine then, I don't want your opinion anyway. *hair flip* hahaha just kidding.

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