Reality sucks
For tomorrow I should be back
To what I am
To what I am supposed to doHolding up a marker
Or a dustless chalk
Nagging and yelling
To kids whom I'm not related ofStart the day with them
And end it up thinking about them
Sometimes it's really frustrating
But hey, that's all I've gotI may lose my motivation everyday
But the sense of fulfillment
Aliveness and excitement
I found it here when I startedSo being a teacher
A mother
An educator
Is not a bad thingJust a lost soul at times
But I know this is where my heart lies
A different pathway may light up
Still teaching would be my first love- January 2, 2017
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