Love Hope In Batanes

Great Change

the rumors spread like wild fire. As expected, fans didn't like it and krystal is being bashed but what surprised us is  that she is not affected by it.

As her relationship with kai grew big,
her relationship with fx members grew apart.

we practiced in the same practice room but we won't talk; we dance in the same stage but we won't get any contact; we promote our album but it seems like its our last.

i can't talk to her, i can't even look at her. Mommy vic is angrier than I am. while luna is being torn apart.

Seeing her happy with him pained me more and luna and vic unnie is absolutely aware of that. So they give me support which was misunderstood by krystal. She thought that we are all against her.

as soon as our promotion ended, we don't have any communication with her. Eventually, she accepted his feelings for her and yes, they become official. And they announced it to media and i can see that she is very proud of it.

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Krystal's pov

I am hurt. Deeply hurt. not just because they didn't supported me but because i confirmed that, that table is for amber.

I don't know why its such a big deal but yeah ! I'm hurt !

how could they give her more attention while I'm the one struggling in the middle of an issue here? I must be the one who they should comfort!

seeing her with vic unnie and luna unnie grow apart with me just gives me confirmation that what i did was right.

I shouldn't let my self fall for her or even think that what she's doing for me is sincere. I guess she's a better actress than I am.

And to completely erase this confusion inside of me, i accepted Kai. With this, i can divert my attention to him. I can forget this absurd feelings i am feeling for her.

I LIKE KAI

that's what i keep on repeating to myself.

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vic's pov.

after our promotion, we will left the dorm and go back to our own apartments.

"Eomma, would amber unnie be ok?" luna asked me while packing her stuffs

"i don't know lun, if not because of us, she won't eat, I'm afraid that her condition will get worse if she's just alone"

"I'm worried too. look at her... she looks like a walking skeleton now... with tattos!" luna joked

"don't worry! she will eat ! I'm still here you know!" Manager oppa said as he enters our living room.

"oppa!" we said in unison

"please take care of her for us oppa" i said

"of course" he said

We are about to make a group hug when amber walked in.

"are we all ready?" amber asked

"ah amber, we need to talk" our manager spoke

"sure"

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Manager pov

"you have this schedules but i can cancel some of this if you want" I said

"I accept them all" she said without a second thought

"are you sure?"

"yes"

well i know why, she's doing this to keep herself busy to forget her

"if something's wrong, you can always tell me." I said

she just looked at me and her eyes says it all.

hurt, pain, disappointments, tiredness.

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in cameras, she looks happy and jolly but after the lights were off, the real her shows.

she won't speak and just drifted to sleep in the van.

the complete opposite of her past self

because of her hardwork, sm noticed her once more. she passed some demos before and yes! finally it has been approved!

i think i know now how can she get through this. I believe she can find her hope after this.

After her scheds, I'll make sure that she will have a much-needed vacation she deserves.
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A/N:
Since my real gonju is asking for it, here it is... another update. The third this day.

The next part would be back to the present ...

I hope its not confusing....

Enjoy!
Ciao!