Sorry... is not enough

Letting go...not yet

After I made the deal I left get my beauty sleep for tomorrow. Urgh, what's wrong with me. I never used to think that let alone say it.

---time skip----

I woke up to someone screaming "LULU! LULU WAKE UP!" I bolted up on by bed. Accidentally head butting Tom (my nickname for tommy) in the process.

"Whay-who-what." My heart rate was through the roof. It felt like horses were racing in my chest. I touched my face. It was wet. Did I cry myself to sleep? No. Was I crying in my sleep? Maybe... My thoughts were cut short when Tom shook me by my shoulders.

"Hey Lulu. Omo, is this what you go through every night? I'm sorry I wasn't there for you." He said, his voice laced thick with guilt.

I pulled him into a tight bear hug. "It's ok. What matters is that you're here now. Now go to sleep." I replied. He seemed almost pained to leave me alone so that I could get ready for school.

That day at school was...not horrible. I mean the classes were boring as usual, but willow only insulted me half of what she usually would. Not Long after, lunch rolled around. And I stayed true to my word and and sat with BTS. Jamie tagged along because he couldn't stand another minute of the girls acting like lovesick puppies.

Once I got even close to their table I saw a sea of girls fangirling over them. I hesitated and wanted to turn around until Hobi-oppa saw me and beckoned me to sit. I shrugged and went to their table. While I was sitting down I felt glares being sent my way by the very girls that were surrounding them. I ended up sitting in between Hobi and Taehyung, across from Jungkook, Jimin and Suga. Jamie ended up sitting beside Suga and diagonally across from me.

"So why do I have to sit here. Unless you guys want to change your image and become hated in the school."

"Woah woah. Look at that. What about you? Trying to change your image from ice queen to sarcasm queen?" Taehyung said in his ever-so-deep voice. He even flashed is famous square smile at me. I could feel my cheeks heating up. Omo. Why am I blushing? I don't blush. I patted my cheeks to cool them down and actually had a nice conversation with them.

BTS had seven members some of them used stage names. Rapmon-Namjoon, Jin-Seokjin, Suga-Yoongi, J-hope--Hoesek, Jimin, V-Taehyung and Jungkook. Although some of them did have nicknames, it was usually their name with an added -ie at the back.

--skip school cuz why not--

The bell rang, the halls went from empty to full of rampaging bulls in a split second. As everyone was rushing out of their classes to go home, I met up with mah girlfriends.

At the school gate I was listening to BTS:Save Me for the quadrillionth time when...

"UUUUUNNNNIIIIEEEEE!!!!!" Sabrina had took off my head phones and Irene had screamed in my ear.

"Do you want me to go deaf? Cuz if that's it I'm already half way there." I retorted with a scowl. And turned off my favourite song.

"Sorry unnie. I just haven't seen you all day where have you beeeeeeen." She wined while we made our way to the mall that was nearby. We decided to go there and not Starbucks for a few days since the run in with willow. Sabrina even convinced EXO to meet us there later. We made our way there without hiccups. Gossiping all the way. Again, ice queen doesn't mean I don't like gossip. I just don't react to it often in public.

Once we got there I wanted to just sit down at a cafe and chill, maybe study a little. But the both of them had other plans for me, more specifically: my feet. We ended up walking from store to store to store just to find, and I quote:'the perfect dress'. Usually we didn't even look at dresses let alone try them on, but however. With the 'sweetheart dance' coming in two weeks they had expressed their inner "girly girls" and did everything they wouldn't do on a daily basis.

At some point EXO showed up and they ended up helping to carry our shopping bags. I felt really sorry for them because I used to be in their position. Only Lay, Suho and Xiumin came though. They said that the rest of them would rather go home and spoil their eyesight than to come to the mall. And I actually agreed with them in my head. In the end we were all paired up, of course we were. And as expected, Sabrina and Irene were paired up with their 'boyfriends'. Even though they weren't dating, yet anyway, I just liked to look at it that way.

"I am soooo grateful you don't like to buy much stuff. Thank you." Xiumin said while eyeing Lay and Suho's arms which were full of bags.

"Yea, I don't shop much. So instead you owe me Starbucks later." I said, smirking again. What's with all the smirks? Weird.