Sorry... is not enough

just words

"Do you want to be my Girlfriend?"

Those were the first words I heard from him a week after the dance.

"Yes."

Was the only word he needed to wrap his arms around me and spin me around.

We've been dating for three months. We were so happy...at first. He'd give me different flowers on different dates we went on. He'd sing with his beautiful voice, just for me.

I don't know when or how. But the magic faded and the wall grew thick. Whenever we would go out he'd be staring into space. He wouldn't listen to anything I say and he somehow always slipped Glenise into every conversation we had. The most infuriating one, was when he kept blowing off dates to hang out with his friends. And if it wasn't that, it would be that he was too tired.

It's over. And I knew it too. But I didn't want to let go.

But one day I talk some sense into myself and I decided to end it. So I sent him a text.

Boop:
Hey Oppa, can you come over tomorrow. Tommy won't be home and I'll be bored. 🤗plz

Bao zi:
Sure~~

I was really nervous about this. How will I do it? How will he react? Omg I can't do this. No you are not a chicken. But he's cute. Don't. I had to be strong.

When he finally came around, he gave me a peck on the cheek and let himself in.

"So. What do you wanna talk about?"

No backing down now.

"Ithinkweshouldbreakup." I said it really quickly because even I didn't want to hear those words coming from my mouth.

"What?" He looked at me from the sofa.

"I think w-" Xiumin came over to me and covered my mouth with his hand in a flash.

He whispered in my ear, "I know what you said milady. But why?"

He was looking at me with puppy dog eyes, I almost forgot what I wanted to say.

"Look, I know you don't like me as much as you used to." He tried to stop me in between my sentence, but I spoke over him. "I know from the way you look at Glenise whenever she's around. You also fit her into every topic we discuss. You don't look at me the way you used to. We should break up."

His eyes were filling with tears and so were mine. He looked like he wanted to say something, but decided against it. He knows that I have a point, that im right.

He put his forehead on mine and lean in closer. I started to step back when his hand landed on my waist, making me stop.

"As of right now you are still my Girlfriend. Please? Last one?" He leaned down. Before I could even give him an answer, he kissed me.

Xiumin's POV

I kissed her. A small kiss, that told her everything I was still to chicken to say.

I'm sorry, Forgive me, I'll still be here for you, just ask.

I couldn't give her their world. I couldn't be her prince. For a while I thought I could, but I Guess those feelings just faded. I don't deserve her.

Im worried about how she's feeling. I pulled away and looked at her. She's crying because of me.

"You'll find someone else. Someone that deserves you." I couldn't look at her.

"I'll love you forever."

"I'll never make you cry."

"I promise to make you smile whenever I'm around you."

I broke the last one without even knowing it. I remember making so many promises to her, I broke all of them.

Flashback

"Hey don't cry, I don't like it when your sad." I was secretly laughing because Luna was just crying about a part in the movie we were watching where the dog died.

"But-but. BUCKYYYYYYYY! NooOooOooO!" She whined and cuddled into my side.

"Will you be by my side?" She spoke as she looked up to me.

"Always."

Well... I was at least going to keep one.

I let her go and walked to her door with her following behind.

"I'll help you, just message me." She quietly added before getting ready to close the door.

"I will still be by your side." Were the last words she heard me say before she shut the door. I don't blame her. If I were her. I wouldn't believe me either. However, this was not going to be another empty promise. I am going to keep it.

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One little Harry Potter reference.
MWHAHAHAH
~ Mainey