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i thought today was going to be a good day and i could finally take a break from life. but of course i can't.

"there is a party happening tonight. you have to go." Irene was practically screaming. me and Sabrina looked at each other and wanted to say no. but she had dirt on me. and for Sabrina, Lay was going so... we had no choice.

i told Tommy that after the party i would crash at Sabrina's house and he agreed. he couldn't exactly say no because he had definitely owed me a million nights out to make up for his old habits. "No more than 3 drinks, if you are drunk no driving. And i do not want to be an uncle." i cringed at his last condition and told him, "don't worry about it, especially the last one. K bai"

i left for Sabrina's house at 3 even though the party started at 7 because Irene thought we needed 4 FRIKIN hours to get ready. i got to her house around 3.30pm because i stopped to get starbucks.

Sabrina's POV

i had an entire closet of 'party' clothes, that i've never worn because my mom bought them for me. when Irene said we were going to a party i knew she was going to use those clothes.

my mom also hired a make-up artist for us because she wanted to show what an 'amazing' parent she was. when she asked up what kind of style we wanted, we just browsed through Michelle Phan's youtube channel and picked from there.

Luna picked Autumn Ombre. it was expected because she absolutely loved autumn. i picked the Ladies Night Out one because it looked cool and i changed the lip colour to a darker tone. Irene was more outgoing and wanted The Golden Hour.as the artist was getting ready we went to choose outfits.

I picked out a simple white off the shoulder shirt, a pink leather jacket, black ripped jeggings, pink heeled laced boots and holo cap that says 'don't mess with me. Luna took a navy blue crop top, black high waisted jeggings, matt black ankle boots, a choker with a star charm and a white and black jacket. Irene picked a greenish blue off the shoulder dress with green flats and a white long sleeved shrug.

Luna was the fastest at picking her outfit so she got to do the make up first. after she was done i went next. last was Irene.

turns out Irene was right, it did take four hours for all of us to get ready.

Irene's POV

as soon as we got about two blocks away from the party we could already hear the music. once Luna had parked the car we went in. The atmosphere was great. there was music, drinks and my boyfriend was in the middle of it all. Suho was so cute as he was a little drunk, his cheeks were tinted pink.

Luna's POV

when we got to the party i could already smell the alcohol and sweat. i excused myself to the backyard of who's ever house this was. That turned out to be a grave mistake and so i decided to stay in the kitchen and help serve drinks.

i went into the kitchen and saw Xiumin. his cheeks were slightly pink and he was serving the drinks too. I saw both my sisters walk in and take two solo cups each, and walk out.

Not long later i saw my newest sister, Hazel, walk in. she was wearing a pair of black jewel studded zip up ankle boots, A white crop top with some high waisted black ripped shorts and a plain black choker.

"HEY SIS HOW IS U DOIN" i shouted when i saw her. she gave me a bone-crushing hug and we talked. we talked for a while before Jamie came in demanding a drink. someone is still salty about quinn, i thought. He ended up dragging Hazel to the living room to hang out.

for most of the night i stayed in the kitchen with Xiumin and we just talked. he did drink a little but not too much. I, on the other hand, drank one sip and immediately hated it so i gave up. i never understood why people like to drink those. it's so bitter.\

after 2 and a half hours of being in there i just gave up and went to the patio to get some fresh air , and play with my phone. i stayed there until i heard, "IRENE AND LAY FAINTED" that's my cue.

i went in to get Sabrina but she didnt want to just leave Lay so she decided to just take him back to her house. Suho helped carry Irene to the car and i invited him along to Sabrina's house, since she didnt mind. i went in one last time to say goodbye to Hazel, Jamie and Xiumin before leaving.

i was driving, Sabrina go shotgun and Suho unfortunately had to sit with the passed out idiots in the back. Right in the middle. On the way back the car started to smell too much like the party so i opened all the windows.

when we got to Sabrina's house we dragged Lay in together, while Suho proceeded to carry Irene in. i got a picture of that, it was a bridal carry, i had to.

Suho carried Irene upstairs to Sabrina's room, and we gave up on Lay once we reached the sofa. He wasn't even on the sofa. Suho ended up crashing on the sofa. Sabrina passed out once her body hit her bed and i was left to get blankets for the two boys.

Since i didn't drink much, i was wide awake. i went to the kitchen and watched youtube for an hour before i finally decided to hit the hay.

the next morning

i woke up at 9. i looked around and saw that no one else had woken up yet. so... i got a black marker and.. you can guess the rest. after i was done with my masterpieces, i went to get the pills and some water for each of them. I also went to hide and cover all the reflective surfaces in my house.