I....I couldn't think of a better tital. -_-
Look, I can see that this is...sort of turning into a rant book...but in all honesty I'm pretty sure that if I ever really did have a diary, it would be like this. Thats what happens when you bottle stuff up I guess.
If y'all haven't figured it out yet, I have pretty weak lungs. I think thats the problem anyways...
I never got checked out by the doctor, but its been confirmed that something is wrong with me(heh, got 99 things that are wrong with me, this is just 1 of them).
Here is some of them:
-I can't walk into a bath and body works( or any store like it) because the sent of the sented candles and bath bombs makes it hard to breath.
-Smoke from a cigarette also, makes it difficult to breath
-When I was waiting outside for my exam interview, a dude walked past me vapeing and that made my voice go rough and made me cough through out the interview.
-Perfume is going to be the death of me(large ammounts or when its squirted in a small space is when its more likely)
-Genetics. My Dad has the same thing, but to a higher digree.
Now, I can stand campfire smoke...but not when the smoke is directed at me(who can?). I think its like that beacuse I'm paying more attention to the pretty colours of the fire? I don't know.
Its probably something relatable to asthma but the thing is, I can do gym. I can run and I can do stuff to a certain extent (..I never said I was good at gym.).
I have some peers that say I'm 'over reacting'. I guess it shows how much they actually care, or just simply how much they don't understand whatever the heck I have.
Some people get me. Those are the people that I can confine in. They are few but, eh, its better to have one person that understands you rather than no body at all.
No matter what people think, what I have, I freaking have. I don't care how many people say otherwise, your not going to change it.
Try putting yourself in others shoes and try to actually understand them. Please. It would make this world a little more bearable to live in.
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My 'Diary'
RandomIts not a real diary due to the fact that everyone can see it. A real diary is a book where its a safe place for the person who possesses it to write down thier thoughts and feelings without being judged. This? This is something like that. Its where...
