Fastlane (Syd the Kyd Fanfic)

Chapter 2

In my room I lie on my bed,sobbing.

Why does this happen to me? Why can't he just stop?

I turn over on my acing side to see the clock read 8:30pm. I close my eyes as the tears continue to fall. My mind becomes at ease as I almost doze off into a peaceful sleep

CRASH

My eyes shot open to see Jim standing in my doorway. Oh god not again.

Jim- Hey beautiful

He says in a slurred manner as he comes to take a seat on the side of my bed.

Shante- Jim?

Jim- Yea baby

This is weird. I slowly started to scoot myself away but he just scooted closer.

Shante- Jim your scaring me.

I say as I go to jump off the bed but he grabs my arm and yanks me over to him.

Jim- Don't run from me.

His eyes staring me down making me nervous.

He pulls me on the bed and climbs on top of me. A strong scent of alcohol fills the space between us.

Shante- Get off me

I began struggling but his grip on my arms became too tight.

Jim- Don't worry, I'll take good care of you.

He grabbed both of my wrist and pinned them down with his one hand, gripping them so tight that I believe it was cutting off my circulation. His other hand began felling up and down my sides, tears began streaming down my face again.

Jim- Don't cry.

He said in a smooth manner that just made the tears fall more.

He started kissing the tears away and worked his way down my neck to my collar done.

Shante- GET OFF!

Jim- WHAT DID I TELL YOU ABOUT RAISING YOUR VOICE!

He attempted to reach for my jogging pants until we heard the sound of the front door open.

Mom- Jim honey I'm home!

She yelled from the kitchen. Jim just looked at me .

Jim- This isn't over, and don't say shit to your mother about this!

He yelled in a hushed manner before climbing off of me and leaving my room.

My body now shaking I just laid by my bedroom door, falls of water draining from my eyes.

I couldn't move. The thought that I just almost got raped wouldn't leave my mind. Should I tell my mother?

For twenty minutes I just stayed in the same spot. Finally I got up and went into my bathroom to rinse off the dried tears..

I need all this to stop. I need to tell my mom. I walk out my room and go downstairs. Hesitantly ,I make my way to were she's at .

Shante- *taking a seat at the counter* Hey m-mom is Jim here?

I stuttered still shaking from before.

Mom- No he just left out ,what you want?

I started messing with my fingers nervous as to how to tell her.

Shante- Well, right before you came home *tearing up* he tried to rape me.

There was complete silence.