Syd- This is all my fault.
I was too stupid to realize it. My anger got the best of me and the last thing I said to her was that I didn't care what happened to her. But not this.
I put my head down on her stomach.
Syd- Shante please be ok.
My eyes got hot with tears as they slowly fell from my eyes.
I never thought I'd still feel this way about her.
Syd- please. *voice cracking* I'm sorry about everything I said. I need you.
The doctor came in and stood next to me.
Dr.Linn- Dear, I have to run some tests on her now. I will need you to go out in the waiting area.
Syd- *wiping eyes* Ok.
I walk out and see the guys and Stephanie waiting. All with troubled faces.
Hodgy- *rubbing neck* So what did they say? Stephanie ran off somewhere and Taco went to check on her.
Syd- *low voice and avoiding eye contact* They said she might not make it through the night.
Tyler came over and hugged me.
Tyler- Damn this shit is so fucked up.
He let me go and I sat down away from everyone else.
Soon Stephanie and Taco came back.
We stayed there until visiting hours were over. The whole time Stephanie was death glaring me.
Left- Alright ima catch you guys later.
Jasper- Damn I hope she pull through.
Everyone left except Stephanie, that one dude ,and I.
We all sat in her room, nothing but silence.
Stephanie- So Kevin do you think she'll make it?
Kevin- I hope so. We lost her dad too soon, we don't need her gone .
Stephanie- I just wish I got to speak to her before she did it.
She put her hands over her face crying.
Kevin wrapped his arms around her,
Kevin- We just need to hope for the best.
They stayed like that for a while, I was on the other side deep in thought.
Kevin- Well hey look, I have to get going now. Please, please tell me anything new the doctor says.
Stephanie- *sniffle* Ok.
He left out and the silence was back. After a while she spoke.
Stephanie- Why did you do this to her.
I looked up rubbing my red and watery eyes.
Syd- Huh?..
Stephanie- She did this because of you. I mean you guys weren't even together. She tried to apologize *holding back tears*and you completely treated her like a piece of shit.
Syd- *standing up*Don't you think I know that! It's killing me inside that she might not make it*pointing to Shante* I still love her!
Stephanie- *standing up* So why didn't you tell her that!
Syd- Because I didn't realize it until now! It completely crushed me when she slept with Lilac so I blocked off my feelings for her, I can't hold them back anymore!
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Fastlane (Syd the Kyd Fanfic)
FanfictionMy name is Shante Miller, 16 years old. Alls hell started when I was just 13. Daughter of an alcoholic, I've kept this a secret all my life, to promise never to tell a living soul of what her boyfriend does to me. So I kept it bottled up inside.Afte...