Chapter 13

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Syd- This is all my fault.

I was too stupid to realize it. My anger got the best of me and the last thing I said to her was that I didn't care what happened to her. But not this.

I put my head down on her stomach.

Syd- Shante please be ok.

My eyes got hot with tears as they slowly fell from my eyes.

I never thought I'd still feel this way about her.

Syd- please. *voice cracking* I'm sorry about everything I said. I need you.

The doctor came in and stood next to me.

Dr.Linn- Dear, I have to run some tests on her now. I will need you to go out in the waiting area.

Syd- *wiping eyes* Ok.

I walk out and see the guys and Stephanie waiting. All with troubled faces.

Hodgy- *rubbing neck* So what did they say? Stephanie ran off somewhere and Taco went to check on her.

Syd- *low voice and avoiding eye contact* They said she might not make it through the night.

Tyler came over and hugged me.

Tyler- Damn this shit is so fucked up.

He let me go and I sat down away from everyone else.

Soon Stephanie and Taco came back.

We stayed there until visiting hours were over. The whole time Stephanie was death glaring me.

Left- Alright ima catch you guys later.

Jasper- Damn I hope she pull through.

Everyone left except Stephanie, that one dude ,and I.

We all sat in her room, nothing but silence.

Stephanie- So Kevin do you think she'll make it?

Kevin- I hope so. We lost her dad too soon, we don't need her gone .

Stephanie- I just wish I got to speak to her before she did it.

She put her hands over her face crying.

Kevin wrapped his arms around her,

Kevin- We just need to hope for the best.

They stayed like that for a while, I was on the other side deep in thought.

Kevin- Well hey look, I have to get going now. Please, please tell me anything new the doctor says.

Stephanie- *sniffle* Ok.

He left out and the silence was back. After a while she spoke.

Stephanie- Why did you do this to her.

I looked up rubbing my red and watery eyes.

Syd- Huh?..

Stephanie- She did this because of you. I mean you guys weren't even together. She tried to apologize *holding back tears*and you completely treated her like a piece of shit.

Syd- *standing up*Don't you think I know that! It's killing me inside that she might not make it*pointing to Shante* I still love her!

Stephanie- *standing up* So why didn't you tell her that!

Syd- Because I didn't realize it until now! It completely crushed me when she slept with Lilac so I blocked off my feelings for her, I can't hold them back anymore!

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