Hold Tight

He Hurt Me

"Oh My God!!" I said shocked at what I just read, I put my hand over my mouth about to cry. "Oh my god" I kept repeating. Justin begins to sit up "what's wrong babe?" I was too shocked to answer at the moment! "Oh my god how did he find me?" Justin was getting worried now! "Babe, what are you talkin about?? Who??" "oh my god!!" I repeated once again "bae?!" I look into his worried eyes and run to him, hug him while crying! "What happened?" I began to sob in his shoulder. He was so worried!! "Melissa, I can't help you if you don't tell me what's going on!?!"

I took a deep breathe and then let it out "Justin I have something to tell you!!" He furrowed his eyebrows "umm... Okay!?" "I haven't told anyone and I'm gonna tell you not only because your my boyfriend and you deserve to know but you know a lot about my childhood and I'm really scared!"

Justin lifts my chin so I could look into his eyes. "You can tell me anything!!" I smiled but it quickly faded. "It's gonna be a little hard because it's my first time talking about it!" He tucks some hair behind my ear "take your time" he says sweetly he leans back on the bed and says "come cuddle, then you can explain" I slowly crawl on the bed. I layed my head in his bare chest and wiped my tears.

"Justin, I have a cousin named Daniel and we loved each other! I know it's weird but this was 4 years back and I fell for him. He was the only one in my life at the moment that was really cared for me. But we were sex buddies! We would have sex. Twice a week for 3 months!! One day I went to the doctors and they told me I was pregnant!......" I began to cry "shhh... It's okay baby..." Justin cooed to try and calm me down.

"I'm good bae... Well when I got home I wasn't excited to tell him because he was still my cousin and I was scared about what the family would say.. So when I told him he got mad... And.... He started beating me!!" I was crying harder than a minute ago. "He abused me horribly and it turns out because of the abuse I had a miscarriage. After that I refused to have sex with him.. But he still loved me and he wanted me to stay with him! So he kept me in his house and raped me every night for 1 month.. After a while I started to love him again.. It wouldn't be rape because I would want it every night!

Then after a while I went to the doctor again and they told me I was pregnant again!! I was actually really happy!! Because we loved each other and I was happy because... It was Daniels Baby!! But when I got home it was just hell again! He abused me again but harder than ever.. He was yelling shit like " I don't want to fucking have a baby with you." Or " I wanna fuck you not have a baby with you" he even said " I only want you for sex not for a baby!!" And what do you know I had a miscarriage again!!! After that I ran away!!" But I mean that was 4 years ago too."

I look up at Justin and he is staring at the wall crying with his face tensed up. "Bae, why you crying?" "I just can't imagine someone doing that to you!! I love you!" OMG that's the first time he's said I love you!! " you love me?" He looks at me and kisses me. He pins me to the wall and continues to kiss me, he pauses and says "Melissa!! I Love You So Much!! You Are So Special To Me!!! I can't imagine myself without you!!"

I began to cry again because I never knew he loved me! I knew he liked me as a girlfriend but I didn't know about love!! " I Love You Too Justin I just never found the guts to say something to you!" He smirks! "And I thought you were a virgin??" He saysI chuckles "ha! Hell nawh!! I know how to ride!!" I reply Making him smile

"Can I test that?" I chuckle " I don't know!! how bad do you want it??" He smirks "more than you'll ever know!" "Not today bae. I'm still in shock about Daniel! Should I reply?" He looks at me unsure "I guess so" I took my phone out and called him.

Calling.. Daniel

D- Hello?

M- hey it's Melissa! Is this Daniel?

D- oh my god Melissa.. Yea it's me!! I miss you so much!! How ya been sexy!

M- I've been good how about you?

D- I'm doing good!! Hey can we meet up? Like at Disney World..

M- when?

D- tommorow?!

M- I don't know I have to talk to my boyfriend!!

D- oh! You got yo self a boyfriend now!

M- yes!

D- who is he

M- Justin

D- Justin what?

M- Bieber!!

D- you lyin!! That's awesome!! When did y'all start?

M- we've known each other for almost 2 years now but he asked 2 days ago!!

D- that's nice!! Well just let me know by tonight!

M- Sure Thing

D- Bye Mamita!!

M- Bye

I press the end call and turn to see Justin..

"Soo..."Justin says clueless.

"He wants to meet us at Disney tomorrow!, I think I should give him a second chance chance in our friendship. I don't know." Justin thinks about it for a while. "Alright we'll try it!!" I texted Daniel to meet us at Disney at 1pm. He replied almost immediately "Alright! See yah"

I wonder what Tommorow will have in store for us. Little did I know I was in for a great surprise!!