Hold Tight

Promise.

"Will you wear my promise ring?" Justin asks as I began to tear up. I nodded and he slid the ring on my finger.. He then points at my ring finger "well get to that finger one day." He says with a smile I was now crying like a baby.. I hugged him as tight as I could and sobbed in his arms. "I love you so much!" I said he smiles.. "I love you too" he replies I then see 2 tears roll down his cheek.. "Why are you crying?" I asked... "Because.. I love you so much and I can't even imagine myself without you..." He says with a smile I wipe his little tears and walked out of the balcony.. "I'll be back mama.. I have to go do something Za should be home in like 20 minutes.. "Okay.." "Bye baby"

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"He gave me a promise ring!!!" I scream to Za.. He's like my best friend.. I love him so much!! "Really!! Congrats mama!!" I laughed "thank you! Where you at.." "With the fiancée!" I smiled "Awh tell her I said hey!!" He paused for a second "she said hey back." I nod "Cool..Please come back.. I miss you Za" I could here him chuckle "I will don't worry baby girl.." He's such a big brother!! "Hurry!!" I said "I am!!" He shot back with the funniest voice. "See yah.." I said with a voice of a 3 year old.. "Aight.. I'll be there in like 10 minutes.." "Kay" I said then hanging up.. Can't wait to tell him all about it!!

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I was now laying in Za's room watching TV waiting for him.. All of sudden he comes in the room. "Hey Baby Girl" he walks Over and hugs me "so.. How'd he do it.." "Okay.." He sits on the bed next to me! "Well.. He took me on the balcony and serenaded me with compliments and then.. He just asked." He smiles and hugs me again "awh!! Congrats BabyGirl!!" "But I don't know Za" he looks confused "you don't know what?" "Should I really trust him? His life is so dangerous and risky.. I don't know.." He take my hands "Listen Baby Girl... He may have a dangerous.. Risky life but... He loves you with everything he is.. He would do anything for you.. He's always talking about how much he loves and cares for you.. He would take a bullet for you... He really loves you.." I began to cry.. "Okay I guess I will... Thanks Za!" "For what?" "For being the big brother I never had.. Your always there for me!! Thank you!!" "No problem.." I got up from the bed headed to the Living room to sleep on the couch.. "Mama!" He calls out "yea?" "You can sleep here until Justin gets here!" I nod and cuddle up with him... Before I knew it I was asleep..

No... I couldn't.. I can't be falling for Za I Love Justin!! No one else.. Could I?