Hold Tight

I Promise

I plugged the phone back in the charger and stood to my feet I immediately dropped to my knees and began to sob.. I look back at Justin as he is still sleeping peacefully.. Why? Justin? I love him! Never in a million years would I ever even possibly think of Justin doing something like that... He's so perfect though.. He's everything I've ever wanted in a guy... I then here him shifting positions in the bed "Good Morning Bae! Why you on the floor?"

I look back at him as he notices the tears he gets out of bed and kneels down to my level and wipe my tears "Baby what's wrong what happened?" I slapped his hand "Don't Touch Me!!" I screamed at him while getting up "Baby what happened?" I look at him with pure anger as tears continuously pour down my cheek. "What happened?? Really Justin What Happened?!" He looks at me completely lost and worried "I just got off the phone with someone.." "Who?" He says

"I don't know she wouldn't tell me!" "On your phone?" He asks "No Justin.. With yours!!!" I yelled, he immediately looks down. I think he figured out what I'm talking about... "Do you know now?!" I asked still yelling "Yes" he mumbles "What was that?!" I said more calm but still angry " I said Yes" he says more clearer. "When were you planning on telling me that my boyfriend was apart of a Fucking Gang??!!" I then see tears roll down his cheek as he continues to look down.. "I..." He starts

"I what Justin?!" " I'm sorry.. I was scared you were gonna leave me if I told you.. I was going to but, I was just afraid" his eyes filled with Guilty, sorrow, and pain. "Justin.. Your in a Gang- Fuck that!! your the fucking LEADER!!! Not to mention that you go to strip clubs behind my back... Justin Muthafuckin Bieber have you been Fucking Other woman?" He then nods "WHAT?!" He begin crying harder "But-" he was about to say something until took the closest thing that was near me which was a vase and threw it at him nearly missing him.

"I CANT FUCKING BELIEVE YOU!!!! YOU PIECE OF SHIT!!!" I Screamed at him as loud as I could.. I then threw a glass of what water and his phone at him this time not missing. "I'm done Justin. I'm fucking done" he gets up from the ground and grabs my arm. "Wait Listen to me Baby" I then slapped him in the face

"Don't Fucking Touch Me!!! You Bastard!!" "Baby please.. Listen to me.." "I don't want to fucking here it Justin!!! You've been Smoking, Drinking, and Fucking other woman and to top everything your keeping all of that a secret from your GIRLFRIEND!!!"

"Listen to me!!" "I think I've heard enough Justin!" I grabbed my phone and purse ad slipped on my shoes "Baby listen please don't let your anger ruin us!!" He asks "There is no more Us!!!" "Baby don't do this to us please!! Just listen to me.." "What?!" He sighed " yes I fucked other woman... But that was Before I fell in love with you.." I look in his eyes " How the hell am I supposed to believe that?" I said turning around beginning to walk out the room.

"Because I made a promise to your Mom!!" I froze and became speechless at the fact that he brought up my mom.. "I told her that after she died i would be everything she couldn't!! I promised that I would be faithful, loving, protective, compassionate, and caring towards you and that I would never leave your side no matter what. I also promised to always love and care for you because SHE CANT !!!" He says yelling. "Now I have the Blessing to call you my girlfriend and I will sure as hell keep my promise no matter what!" He says firm and direct..

I still couldn't move or speak at the fact that he made that promise with my mom... I never talk about my mom... My dad was never in my life my mom was the only person I had and I lost her because of Breast Cancer.. I miss her.. She died last year about 4 months after I was discovered.. I haven't been out in the media lately tho.. But my point is that.. I never knew she talk to Justin like that..

Yea I told her everything she knew I had the biggest crush on Justin.. She was my everything. Everything fell apart after she died I began smoking, doing other drugs and drinking.. Honestly I'm not mad that Justin is Drinking and Smoking.. I kinda already knew but.. It still hurt that he would keep all of that a secret from his own Girlfriend...

I then snapped back into reality and I dropped my phone and purse and jumped in his arms wrapping my legs firmly around his waist connecting our lips. Our kiss was rough yet full of love and passion. He bit my lower lip and I gladly accepted and let the kiss become more passionate and sexy. He pins me to the wall and pulls back connecting our forehead both of us panting "I Love You So Much.. Yes I Drink Alcohol and I Smoke Weed and I lead a Gang by the name of 23.. I'm sorry I didn't tell you for the beginning I was just afraid and I pray to God very morning that when you do find out it would be the right way and that you would still stay with me.. Yes I'm not the Perfect Teen Heartthrob Justin Bieber everybody knows and loves! I made mistakes that I can't find my way out of and that I hve to live with for the rest of my life!! I hate the life I have.. And sure as hell grateful I have you in my life and my love for will NEVER change.. No matter what situation life decides to throw at me!! Because I Love You.. Please tell me there's still an US?!" I kiss him and pull back "Of Course Justin!! Of course!!"

I hug him tight as tears run down my face "I'm Sorry baby" he tells me.. "It's Okay!! And I want to let you know that I accept the lifestyle you live.. The drinking and smoking the partying, the gang life.. I'm okay with that.. I don't Judge Because I love you for you... No matter what you do or who you are I will always love you Justin.. Please promise you'll protect me no matter what!!" He looks at me quickly and responds!"I Promise Baby!!! I Promise!!!!" "I accept everything on one condition actually 2" "Yes" "1.No More Secrets and 2.I want to be apart of everything you do.. Maybe not shooting people or the dangerous missions

but.. I want to be apart of everything. I'm your girlfriend an I wanna be next to you every step of the way.. Supporting you and loving you!!" I smiled at him as he also smiles "Oh and 3. Next time you decide to have fun and go partying without me.. I'm gonna kick your ass!!" He cracks a smile and kisses me "I can live with those conditions.." "I love you baby"I kissed him "I love you too!!"

"I have a Question Baby" "Yes?" He says with a smile as we both sit on the bed "Who's the girl that's trying to kill me?" I said quietly and shyly...

His smile then fades... Oh Hell..