Hold Tight

Trust

Chapter 7- trust issues

Melissa's POV

"How could I ever trust you again!!" He grabs my arm again I try to pull back but his grip was too strong. "Babe let me explain" "I don't want to hear you explanation!" I shot back at him. "Babe just listen" "WHAT!!" I scream.. He looks around then pulls me into a dark room and turns on the light.. "You have to listen to me!!" He says I roll my eyes "carry on!!" "Babe she kissed me I tried pushing her off.. I mean I can't hit her.. But I mean she forced it I tried backing away but she bit my lip.. Which hurt like hell by the way.." I roll my eyes chuckling.. He's so damn cute.

"Are you sure!!" He nods "yes baby!! I only have eyes for you.. I love you!" I smiled then kissed him slowly but passionately! He pushed me against the wall and I wrapped my legs around his waist. He pulled away as we were both panting. "I love you!" A tear rolled down my cheek.. "Baby why are you crying" he said sweetly. "Because I'm scared that I'm gonna lose you one day to someone that's skinnier or prettier than me.. I'm just scared.." He kisses me again this time rougher and sexier.. He pulls back " I would never leave you for someone that's skinner, prettier, or smarter than you... Your everything I've ever wanted in a girl!! I love you so much!! Don't you forget that!!"

I smile and nodded as his hand caressed my cheek.. He smiles god! How I love that smile!!! "Let's go home!" He says I nod he grabs my hand and interlaces our fingers we walk down stairs and say bye to Twist and we go in the car.

~~~

We get home and I jump on the bed and stick my tongue at Justin he smiles and shakes his head. "You funny!!!" I smirk... "I love yewwww!!" I say like a baby "I love you too!!" He says back "so... Can you talk to me about your whole... Gang thingy.." His fades a little and he clears his throat... "Umm... Okay.." He sits on the bed next to me and lays my bed on his lap.. He plays with my hair as he begins

"Baby... You have to listen to everything okay..." I nod.. "Okay." He smirks a little "when I was 15 my parents were treating me like crap.. I was getting bullied I was depressed and life was just falling apart.." "So... I decided to find a second family.. A family I could run to when I need them... So I joined a gang.. They taught me how to Shoot, Smoke,Drink.....Kill." I lifted myself off of Justin and looked him in the eye "Kill?" I said my voice cracked. "Yes.. Kill..." I ran my fingers through my hair. "That's crazy Justin!!" He looks down and ashamed.. "I'm sorry... I only kill the bad ones though.. I won't take an innocent life.." I shake my head "Justin your taking a life!!" "But baby.. I don't just kill.. That's the farthest I'll go..." He says his voice fading. "I don't know Justin.. It's not normal to live with a murderer!!" "Baby!" He screams at me! I looked at him shocked that he would raise his voice like that at me. "Don't call me a murderer I haven't killed anyone in over a year!! I've changed!!" I cried feeling bad. "I'm sorry... I didnt mean it.." I said sweetly "No.. Baby I'm sorry I shouldn't have raised my voice like that.. IM sorry!!" "It's okay..." I nodded. "You should get some rest..." "No... Im not tired.." I said shaking my head. "I'm gonna go to the balcony for a little bit..." I said quietly sniffling a little bit.. "Okay" he says in a whisper looking at his fingers..

I walk into the balcony and Breathe in the fresh air.. The sky was dark filled with Stars... It so peaceful.. "Should I stay with him.." I said to myself with my eyes closed.. 'Yes' my mind says.. I hear the door open and out comes Justin... He wraps his arms around my waist and kisses my neck. "I love you.. Please don't forget that.. Your my everything, I can't imagine myself without your love, effection, your beauty... I just can't..." I close my eyes and reply "I Love You Too"