letters // h.s

letter number one

1. his eyes.

dear harry,

hi, cheeky boy, whats up?

ok, this is stupid.

let's start again.

hi, harry, how's life?

mine's been really boring actually, you know, going to school everyday, reading the boring books they choose to our classes, instead of the cool ones i like, so yeah

i must be really boring.

but anyways,

you know, i remember the day i first saw you.

don't worry, not face to face, at least not yet

but yeah, i remember that.

it was a bad day, i remember me fighting with my friends at school and came home sobbing hard, feeling so upset, i remember that i was feeling depressed by then, i wanted to die, more than anyhting.

but i needed to stay strong, i just needed help, someone to push me, make me feel something.

i remember getting a text from my cousin telling me that i should watch a video from a cool boyband called "one direction", and that song was "what makes you beautiful".

i remember myself saying "what in the world would they write a song like that?" or "why would they call themselves one direction? they must be weird as fuck"

i remember myself punching my face seven minutes later.

i was shocked,

shocked at how perfect was that song,

shocked at how perfect you guys were,

the voices, the smiles, the jokes,

but i was mostly shocked at your eyes,

those green eyes, so full of life, so mysterious, i couldn't do anything but look at them over and over again,

without knowing, i went into tumblr for days to search for you guys, i remember myself trying to remember your name,

without knowing, i became so obssesed (i would prefer to be called just a fan but anyways)

without knowing, i fell in love with you.

now, almost three years later, i know how your eyes can be,

some days, they could be just the normal green eyes everyone knows

some days, they could be a pale green, almost blue, they looked so wonderful

some days, they could be a dark green, like forest green, or emerald green, it was amazing, they are actually my favorite ones

i could see when they would just shine like stars, and they would when someone would mention something you like, especially when they mention your family or the fans, oh god

nothing would make me happier than seeing your eyes so bright, so happy

which is now the reason why, everytime i find new pictures of you i instantly look at your eyes

i don't really know why, they just, bring me hope,

hope that one day, i'll finally be happy,

you gave me hope,

you were the one to push me,

you were the one that made me happy, and still,

you were the one that helped me.

at this point you'll probably think i'm weird as shit or i'm so chessy,

but i don't care,

i love you,

and i can't help but wish, you'd love me too.

lots of love with hope,

sky

p.s: you guys are still weird, but i still love you, just like the first day.

☆☆☆☆☆☆

holy mother of god

it feels good to be back

anyways

i was thinking of updating everyday, but then there's school and shit

so i dont know,

plus i want to a least get some reads,

talking about that, 27 reads in two hours, thats cool for a new start, thank you, really

so..

HOPE YOU LIKE IT 

BYE

oh and i dedicate this to leeleexstyles bc she's actually so cool, and the way she writes holy mother of shit iloveher bye