why not me?

chapter 5

*Ashtons POV.

"you said so yourself guys cant change." and then she stormed out of the back room probably heading back to the Nash kid. why would she want to be with someone like him. I mean come on he is all preppy and she is so down to earth. she wont fit in with that crowd. but with me she would I am who she belongs with.

I cant stand to be here anymore I have to leave. I have to get out of here. wait what about by date. shit I have to go back out there. the plan was to make Bay jealous and or make her date horrible. but looks like that didn't work.

I get back to the table and look over at Nash and Bay laughing and talking.

"are you ok?" Caitlyn asked

"im fine lets eat" I say

the rest of my fake date went by pretty fast actually. we left right after Nash and Bay did. who knew were they were going next. but I just wanted to get home and play my drums. that's how I let out my hurt or angriness or anything really I wright some songs to . I was looking for a band but the only one I could find were these three boys and lets just say I don't get along with them that much. so im still looking. I dropped Caitlyn off at her house and went straight home.

The house smelled look cooked chicken I wonder what my mom maid for her and my dad.

"did you have a fun night sweat heart?" my mom asked me

"oh yea a blast mom" I gave her a kiss on the cheek and went straight to my room

I was messing around on the drums for awhile until I decided to start righting a new song. lets see of course about Bay. uhm lets think here...... come on Ashton......... ok how about this

I know someday it's gonna happen

And you'll finally forget the day you met him

Sometimes you're so close to your confession,

I gotta get it through your head

That you belong with me instead,

I dedicate this song to you,

The one who never sees the truth,

That I can take away your hurt, heartbreak girl.

Hold you tight straight through the day light,

I'm right here. When you gonna realise

That I'm your cure, heartbreak girl?

that's good for tonight. I really need to find a band. maybe I should just call Luke back and say yes ill be in your band. but I don't know. should I? I mean they are kinda good I watched them on youtube before. yes im going to do it no more fooling around text him Ashton.

Ashton: hey its Ashton Is that offer still up? for being the drummer in your guys band?

ok there its done now just wait for a reply.

Luke: yea come by tomorrow around 4 and we can try it out and see we are practicing Teenage Dirt Bag so ill see you then.

ok tomorrow around 4. this should be fun.

*Bay POV the next day

agh what too do what to do. im so bored my dad left this morning for work. so I get to stay here all day and do nothing. well maybe I can text my cousin Luke and see what he's doing today.

Bay: hey what you guys doing today?

Luke: we have a drummer coming in today and we a practicing teenage dirt bag. do you wanna help record and edit. ill have Calum pick you up before he comes!