why not me?

chapter 9

"man he knew a lot about you!" Ashton  said

when we got to Lukes we went to watch the video on YouTube. It looked pretty good.

"I know its kinda sweet." I smiled "but hey im going to go to bed we have school tomorrow !" I say

"ok night!" they both yell.

I get all the way to my room and my phone buzzes

Nash: hey uhm I don't know how to say this but uhmm well Cameron wants me to leave with him tomorrow and I wanted to see if it was ok with you?

Hes leaving tomorrow! wait? I mean im happy for him but that's a whole week early!

Bay: omg yes go that's awesome!

Im just going to be happy for him!

Nash: are you sure? :)

Bay:yes! go but hey I'm tiered so I'm going to bed I'm going to come see you tomorrow before school!:)

Nash: ok! night!

I plop on the bed and I feel tears already coming out of my eyes, great! Gosh I hate crying! But tomorrow will be the last day I see Nash all summer!

"knock!" Ashton yelled as he knocked on the door.

"not know Ashton!" I yelled back

Ashton  walked in with a cup of tea and a cookie. you know he is so sweet some times!

"Ashton I said not now!"

'I know but I brought you some food though! wait whats wrong?"

whats wrong? well my boyfriend is leaving all summer and i think i really like you but i know I'm not supposed to but there i finally admitted it to myself. but i cant act upon it i have an amazing boyfriend who loves me and cares for me and who I've known for ever. then this guy just comes and ruins it for me! but i cant tell him this. 

"uhm Nash is leaving tomorrow." i tell him 

"oh i thought he wasn't leaving for a couple Weeks or something." ashton says taking bite out of his cookie. 

"he wasn't supposed to but they told him to come tomorrow and now I'm just really upset." i could tell Ashton didn't know what to say that he was lost for words. i bougth he never even helped a girl when she was crying. i feel his arms wrap around me. wait is he hugging me? 

"well he will be missing out on an amazing weeks with an amazing girl." he whispers in my ear. then he gets up and leaves. now i was lost for words. i don't even know what to think. so i decide to just go to bed. 

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i woke up an hour early so i could get ready to go see Nash. after i was done getting dressed and putting makeup on i ran to Lukes room to get him up so he can take me. i hate waking him up cause he never wants to get up!

"Luke come on! get up!!" yell. 

"5 minutes please!" he rolls around in bed to block the light 

"no now we are leaving in 5 minuets weather your ready or not!" i leave the room to go get some breakfast. i poor a bowl of cereal as Luke walks down the stairs. 

"ok im ready when you are" he says 

"lets leave then."i smile 

"what about you cereal?" he asks 

"oh uhm im not that hungry anymore." i run out the door to Lukes car. i cant wait o see Nash! hopefully he will be awake his plan leaves soon. 

the ride to Nashes house is fast. Lukes just sits there and sings the songs on the radio its very soothing listening to him. we reach Nashes house in under 10 minutes. i run up to the door and knock