The reason I don't want them to read this is because I don't want them to worry. (They won't, probably don't care.)
So hi. Another depressing chapter yay.
I've found out that it'd be better if I just stay away from these to people because I feel like I'm just holding them back and negatively effecting their lives.
Also they have better things to do and better friends than me.
Elliot has other friends that he sits with and he has a girlfriend I'm pretty sure so. Wouldn't want to mess up that...
Lily had friends at her new school that are so much better than me.
I've given a lot so these people don't worry about me... lying to them like always so they don't worry.
Hey, they won't read this so why not explain and just kinda, get this out...
