I'm a fuck up. I'm a huge fuck up. I just gave up someone who I thought I cared about.
NEWSFLASH: I'M AN ASSHOLE WHO DOESN'T DESERVE THEM.
I'M SO FUCKING CAUGHT UP IN WHAT I THINK IS RIGHT I CANT STOP FOR A MINUTE TO FUCKING THINK ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE'S PROBLEMS.
I'M A FUCKING DICK WHO DOESN'T DESERVE TO HAVE PEOPLE WHO LOVE ME.
I DON'T CARE WHO THE FUCK READS THIS. PUBLISH IT ANYWHERE YOU'D LIKE I DON'T FUCKING CARE ANYMORE
I JUST LOST SOMEONE I THOUGHT I CARED ABOUT. I CARE ABOUT THEM SO MUCH I THOUGHT I SHOULD LEAVE THEM WITH THEIR DEPRESSION BECAUSE I CAN'T MAN UP ENOUGH TO BRING MYSELF TO THE FACT THAT I'M NOT THE ONLY PERSON ON THE FUCKING PLANET.
RILEY I'M SORRY.
