whenever someone won't text me back when I send them messages, I feel annoying and clingy. I need someone to talk to all the time and when over the summer I have to text someone so they just might answer me I feel like just sitting in my room and doing nothing. Im over reacting yeah i know. But im clingy and i need someone to hug and just cry to but whenever i want to talk about it i think im annoying and im a fucking idiot for letting people know my feelings. Sure i put them everywhere on the internet. But people dont judge on the internet when you make friends with them. In real life when my friends go to sleep and im over I have break downs and i just cry. There was one time my friend went to sleep and i just cried and cried for about thirty minutes. I know people dont read this but i feel like it just needs to be out there. When you publish something on wattpad thats depressing, you just feel good. Its weird. You just think when one day soon you die, they'll have this to read back to and think how fucked up you really are.
