Dear Life: a collection of letters and writings

Dear happiness

Dear happiness,
Where did you go? How long will you be gone? Why'd you leave so suddenly? I miss the days where getting out of bed wasn't a struggle for me. When I would be excited for the day ahead of me. I want those days again. I'm sick and tired of being who I am now. I'm tired of crying over stress and anxiety. I miss how you made me feel. Yes I can still feel you when I'm around people I love and afterwards, but the next day I won't feel you. Yes I can listen to my favorite artist and feel you, but you're gone so soon. Why don't you stay more? How can I let you back into my life? I'm trying so hard to remain positive and bring you back. I look back at photos from my favorite days, where my clothes that make me feel confident, smell the smell that makes me feel warm, but you're only temporary in those moments. Won't you stay longer?
Sincerely,
The brain of a human that you left.