This is gonna be long so be prepared
Do you ever just wonder,what you could've been in you past life if you had one.And you think to yourself why don't I tell one of my friends?then your friends shoots your hopes and dreams,tells you that your trash and should get a life.But when you defend yourself,they get all defensive and complain how your a terrible friend.For me it wasn't my friend.It was someone I was dating (no specifics sorry) and he called one of my best friends,like my closest friends some really bad things.And I told them that I were breaking up with them.And they said that they were just telling the truth,and that they were crying on their hands and knees begging for me to get back with them.I told them That's what happens when you try to ruin a friendship between really good friends.A few months later,they start saying that they love me and they would never hurt me.And I believed that.Then,they said that their new boyfriend had 2 exes,and that they had 3 exes.I told him that he can't just lead me on like he did last time(that being a lie because I totally fell for that).So, I became depressed and thought it was ok to cut myself (I am NOT encouraging cutting do not do it).And one of my best friends told me not to because she would be really sad.So I listened to her decision.Keep in mind That I am a male,and males usually never try to commit(unless you are really depressed,then you need a counsellor.)I decided that it was ok to just bundle up my emotions,and only make others happy.And those bundled emotions are still bundled,building greater each day.And the weight just gets heavier,and heavier,and heavier.
My rants finish.Hope you had fun hahahahahahaha.
Jk but don't actually cut or try to commit it's really bad and death isn't fun.
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Art And Stuff 2
NezařaditelnéWoh a second art Book? Hey hey hey atleast there's no cringe art *cough cough my first art book cough cough* This will prob get not 150 chaps so haha have fun
