Why Me?

The Day Of The Move

June 1st -Tuesday

Dear diary

I don't want to move I want to stay here but I'm not old enough and I can't leave my mum I need to do the grown-up thing and just go without a fuss.

I'm on the plane right now and I'm a bit nervous about the move but my mum has a lot of money and I mean a lot now and we are rich but I don't want friends here because I'm rich I want friends that like me for me.

i'm trying so hard not to fidget too much in my seat, but i can feel myself falling, sometimes i think that i black out because i don't remember a thing, i just wish i could be normal.

"Kath?" a voice came as a whisper, so soothing, why Kath i have no clue but it's making me want to fall into a sleep.

But as i finally drift off a little the voice spoke again this time it was shocking that, that calm, soothing voice belonged to the same person "KATH?" i woke to see nothing everyone was acting normal, not one person moving i couldn't find the person that the voice belonged to. i just wish i could find out soon, because this is driving me crazy.

i settled myself back down and i woke in the twilight forest as if i have never left there in the beginning.

his eyes were piercing into my soul and ripping it out of me, dragging my soul kicking and screaming, but that just brought a smirk to his face, he was enjoying every moment of my pain, i was crying out for help for Jason, my mum and even Emily but no one came to rescue me.

i'm finding it hard to breath, i've been drowning in my own tears of panic and i can't stop the flow of the tears they just kept coming and coming and i can't control them.

"what do you want?" i screamed at him

his grin smiled wider, i couldn't see his face i could only see his eyes and mouth, i was in the forest again lying on the floor, not being able to move, not being able to get away from him.

these nightmares are the only reminder that i'm not normal apart from the fact that i can read minds but the pain it what makes me want to kill him right there.

he leaned in closer touching the fair hairs on my cheek making me flinch and turn away from his ice cold hands, as his index finger continued to touch my cheek.

i whimpered hoping to get him away, but no such thing happened, but then his eyes turned to sorrow

"why do you look so much like her?" i wanted to ask who but i was too scared to move then he bit his wrist and pressed it to my mouth at first i wandered what on earth he was doing then i could finally taste to drops of his blood i instantly turned my head away trying to avoid it but it didn't work he just continued to force the blood into my mouth, with his devilish grin.

i whimpered again, he pressed his lips to my left ear and whispers "your so pathetic" and his evil grin returned flooding his lips and he laughed, walking away.

so i ran for the only chance i might get to get away from him, i turned back to see if he was following me but he wasn't so i slowed my pace, i looked the other way to see his devilish grin.

"now, now you don't wanna leave do you?" his voice mocked in hurt

i backed away shaking my head frantically "good, come here sweetie"

he gestured for me to come closer but i ran the other way, but i heard him whisper "i always love the chase" and he grabbed my arm and pulled me to the floor as i screamed frantically.

he was shacking me...

"Alyssa?" i could hear his voice say haunting me

he continued to shake me as i continued to scream

"ALYSSA!" i woke to find my mum shaking me everyone on the plane has gotten off.

"sorry" i mumbled trying to dab off the sweat my body was giving off from the nightmare.

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"welcome home" my mum said with a happy smile as she stepped out of the van

i looked out of the car window and jumped out of the van

We have arrived the house, I just dropped my bag that has my phone and ipod and stuff in it to the floor as I stare at the gigantic house that is before me, The house was like a mansion I thought to myself this is a big house, this cannot be the new house! It's too big for just me and my mum.

i turned to her and gave her a smile a little to show that i'm not still angry with her. i was completely astonished to have this as my new home, i don't think i could have had a better house than this.

this is my dream house!

the house was surrounded by thick pure green grass with many, many flower beds on it, the porch was beige, with a chairs on the front also with a swinging chair, a white patio on the front, leading up to the house.

There was this lady my mum said she works for in this town and she came up to us with a big wide grin and gave us the keys to our new mansion and welcomed us to our new home and this wonderful town, after that we walked up to the house and opened the front door to our new life.

everything from our old house was place neatly already and the house had new things like new sofa's and tables and i have a den and a gaming room, which i have to admit is pretty cool.

I had the first pick of the rooms, so i walked around all the rooms to see which one i liked mum went back outside to thank her boss for everything and just chat.

i walked into the first room and it had a walk-in wardrobe that was bigger than my old room! and i had my own bathroom!

i was very pleased with this first room so i decided to explore the rest of the rooms in the house.

there was another bedroom, which when i walked in was blue, blue is my favourite colour, and it was a little bigger than the previous room but this one had a balcony! and this room also went into the den and game room so i picked this one, of course i went for the biggest room.

the room with the balcony and mum couldn't have denied my option because she knows how unhappy I am going to be here but I think secretly she was gonna give this room to me, actually I knew that she was gonna give this room to me I saw it in her mind, I try not to look into her mind but sometimes I can't help it, I have all my boxes in my room I just have to unpack them. My room has already been painted mum payed extra for people to paint it before we moved in but she knew that I would pick this room in spite.

Good night diary I have to get some sleep ready for school tomorrow, new house, new school, new friends and new ME.

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ANY GOOD?

I HOPE SO :/

I KNOW THESE CHAPTERS ARE REALLY SHORT BUT THE NEXT ONE IS LONGER I PROMISE YOU

XOXO JAMIE