Why Me?

Planet Strange

Dear diary

So after the long lecture my mother decides to give me about running around the house I stomp upstairs to my new room, slumping my new bag down and lay flat across many new bed. Is it me or is there a lot of the word NEW I'm getting sick of it I don even feel like this is my life anymore.

I've lost control even I know his I just hope I can change things around before it's too late.

I got so scared today I thought that it would be a normal first day but I have felt weird things. All the house Is nearly unpacked. I wish everything was just normal I want a normal life, I also met Tommy I mean tom today do you remember him from London? Anyway I think that I'm in love and its with this stunning, super hot stranger well he isn't a stranger anymore, but I think that I'm in love diary, I have never felt this way before not even when I was with Jason, but then there's Seth I wish that I wouldn't have feelings for him but I do, but not as much as I have feelings for Dylan but sometimes I feel more like I like Seth more, there's this look about him that make me want to run up to him and melt. Oh I don't know anymore diary.

But the way Dylan acted when Seth was around was like he was on edge like if he let his guard down just for a second he would regret it for the rest of his life

My feelings are all over the place I can't work out how I feel and who I feel for???

Stupid hormonal body I sighed

I just wish that you was a person so that I can get all my answers but your just a piece of paper made into a book.

Great now I'm going crazy talking to a book but sometimes I feel like your the only one that gets me.

Night diary.

Silence as Alyssa fell asleep into the pitch black.

June 3rd -Tuesday

Dear diary

I have the weirdest dream last night I had a dream that Fraya from school was trying to stop a large, bulky man from hurting me I know that it was just a bad dream, and I shouldn't feel scared but it felt like it was a bad thing.

But it was for the reason he was going to hurt me for...

I was feeding on a human being, drinking an innocent person dry from blood...

And there was that shadow there watching me...

But anyway I need to go. so I can go to a school now diary see you after and talk then.

..............

As I walked out the door I saw a tall figure it was...

Dylan luzaitis...

In shock I fell down the step of the porch and to my surprise Dylan caught me in his arms, his reflexes were incredible how did he move so fast? My mum ran up to the door "what's going on Alyssa? I heard a noise and I..." she said frantically she stopped her sentence and just stared at Dylan holding me she was smirking a little not that Dylan would have noticed. I hope. She looked at me then at the Hanson Dylan holding me in mid-air. And then he lifted me up to safety on the firm ground "um she just tripped and fell, nothing was going on I swear mam" Dylan was always so polite, but why was he talking like he was from the old days? And why is he here? but I refuse to accept the fact that I think I'm in love with him. She gave me a secret smile as if she new what was happening. Oh god I'm never going to hear the end of this. "Well you best be of to school now don't wanna be late for you 2nd day of school now do we?" she rushed inside and shut the door and that left me and Dylan to stare at each other for at least 30 seconds. His eyes were hazel I never notice that before then again I never looked too deep into his eyes before, just in case I find something that I don't like. "Your mums right we better get going"

"What are you doing here Dylan. You told me to go away now your here no wait... Let me guess your sorry and I won't understand because its complicated and it won't make sense but guess what I've got news for you I would and I will understand it and I want you to explain it to me please its the least you can do to make it up to me..."

He just stood there shocked not able to get the chance to speak as if he was paralyzed.

"i...um..."

"Dylan are you alright?" I grabbed his hand, he was ice cold. And then I felt something like I was being put to sleep

"Alyssa?" he didn't answer my question, but I did hold his hand somehow and he knew there was something wrong with me

"yes I'm here Dylan I'm here!" he couldn't hear me. why?

"Alyssa? Are you alright?"

"yes I'm just peachy" I just heard my voice speaking but I wasn't saying anything and my brain wasn't working properly but how insane is that am I dreaming.

"okay" that was the last thing I heard and it all went pitch black.