Why Me?

Saviour

Tingles

Warmth

Butterflies

Filling my body, who is this person? My saviour?

I'm finding it hard to breath, with the closeness of our bodies.

Why must to worst things happen to me? what have I done to deserve this? this curse!

I can't control the amount of oxygen that my lungs want to take in.

I can't control the beat of my heart which seems to want to beat rapidly

I can't even see In their mind to find out anything. Hmmm this only had every happened with Jason, Seth and Dylan...

How can I not see in their mind?

I slowly began to turn around but then the person held me in place. I guess someone doesn't want to look at me right now? What wrong with my face? Huh?

My face can't be that bad, right?

"Uh-T-than-nk-s-s" I barely start to stutter out. It was also in a short, low whisper so I'm not to sure if they heard it.

I almost died. Again. What is wrong with me? does god have a grudge against me. Does he want me dead. Doesn't he want to give me a chance. I mean come in there are much worse people out there like murderers who are living happily, why does god have to pick on me. I know I don't do a lot of charity work and stuff but still there are others who don't either, why am I so different.

Is it my powers? is that the reason. Were they not meant for me, but I somehow managed to get them an now he's punishing me? I don't know anymore. I just feel like I'm cursed.

I felt a warm breath on my neck, snapping me out of my trail of thought which I happen to be doing a lot lately, who is this stranger. Since I-snap out of it focus on the real world Alyssa

Okay so maybe if I talk to them I can quickly turn to see who it is? no? okay well it's worth a try.

"What's your name?" really? I'm an absolute idiot. An American idiot. No more Aylssa!

There was no answer. So I decide to do the only thing I can do. Put my fabulous acting skills to good use.

"I feel dizzy" I began to 'fall' to the ground. They caught me before I fell like I thought they would. I'm so good at reading people.

I 'fainted' closing my eyes.

They did something I didn't expect. Picking me up bridal style and walked down the streets still holding me.

School!

Oh no oh bacon! I'm really hungry actually, I didn't eat breakfast this morning. Really? you're being carried by a stranger and you're thinking about food, not where they might be taking you...?

Oh yeah sorry. I need to go to school. Ahhh! chicken nuggets!

I 'woke' up in their arms to see that the stranger was a guy, the strong hard chest and muscles didn't give you that idea, no?

Oh shut your pie hole you pigeon cake

Really? how mature of you

I said shut it...

...Anyway. As I was saying. He was gorgeous, he's better looking than Kellin Quinn and that's one thing alone. I love Kellin Quinn with all my heart see what I did there...no okay.

From the guys toned skin. To his well defined muscles...he was a sex god...i don't think even Channing Tatum had anything one this guy. I mean check out his cheek bones they're so perfect and beautiful. Did he have any Oreos?

What!?!

I'm not talking to you, you little whore bag.

I am a part of you. You just called yourself a 'whore bag' friend.

Don't call me friend you have not right!

Why am I arguing with myself. But it feels like it not me that I'm arguing with. It's like someone is talking I me In my head. I'll think about this later, but not right now I need to focus on this guy...

After that show I block that voice out and focus on the reality.

I clear my throat and he automatically brings all his attention back to me he stop walking and just stood there staring at me. he began to start checking me out I clear my throat again and he looks into my eyes so I just quirk up an eyebrow.

I don't feel comfortable in his arms. So I begin to squirm out of his grasp so I can be put down, only to find that his grip tightens after a minute or so trying to get don't to the ground I huff and give up

"you can put me down now" I say through gritted teeth, I am getting more and more agitated with this hot man.

"No" so blunt, his voice matched how I though I might be deep and husky

"And why not?" I began to quirk my eyebrow again, his eyes harden and he looks so scary i look down and I bit my lip out of fear and nervousness, and then I hear a grunt I look up to see hi eyes looking so lustful.

"Because, why would a guy any guy, put down a hot chick like you when he can take you and have his way with you" my eyes widen

"W-what?" Was he going to kidnap me and rape me? I was terrified and I bet he could sense that too. That's why he burst out laughing. what? laughing!?!

"You should have seen your face, that was epic" he had a really sexy laugh. No!

"Who are you?" My question seem to sober him up from his sudden out burst

"I'm no one" after that he puts me down and walks away.

"Wait! how will I ever see you again?"

"You won't that's the point" he looks as by what he had just told me

"What if I want to?" My eyes welling up. What the fudge is happening I me? I don't even know this guy why am I crying

He was back at my side within seconds holding me close to him as if I was I was the most delicate precious thing and someone would take me If he let go

"No this can't happen" he says pushing me away

"What?" When is everyone in this fudging town so confusing

"Nothing. I-I'll see you soon" with that he walks of down the misty streets

I look at my phone to see I'm 30 minutes late for school. Well Shiz...my mum is going to kill my sorry ass.

I'll just say that I was so stressed out by the news she gave me that I just needed to clear my head, and I was so in thought that I almost got hit my a lorry which technically did happen. No I can't tell her that I almost got hit by a car. Not even that a LORRY! She would just over react and panic over nothing then make me go to the hospital, and that's the last thing I need right now.

I'll just say I needed to clear my head and if she shouts then I'll say she should have told me on the weekend, then she'll feel guilty.

So my life is a big mess-

1. I almost die, twice

2. I then move away from my friends and boyfriend

3. This town is strange

4. Bitchy girls

5. Almost died again

6. I have a brother that I had no clue I had

7. My mom is a lier

8. No one likes me

9. I'm confuse on who I like

10. I need bacon, I am really hungry

Well my life is great so far...am I right

Just freaking perfect...I think I'm gonna go to a cafe to buy a bacon sandwich at least that way it's only 9 things that I can think of that I'll have to worry about after. 1 down 9...