Pizza Delivery Boy // l.h

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okay first of all i know you're all going to hate me because i've literally not updated in yonks omg, but i've been in a bad place and i've just recently gone back onto wattpad and seeen allllll of your lovely messages and comments and it's inspired me. lmao it's like 4am right now and my sleeping schedule is fucked but im glad to bring this new chapter to you all.

thank you all for the endless support and lovely messages xx

-mardi- 

me: guysssss im sad

ash: omg baby why no whats wrong :(((

cal: who do i have to hurt now goD DAMMIT

mikey: right lads gatHER UR BATTLE WEAPONS SOMEONE IS GONNA DIE

me: aw guys pls

me: im just

me: i miss the god damn pizza delivery boy and i cant stop thinking aBOUT HIM GOING TO KMS

cal: awh bubba 

ash: psh you don't need him

ash: daddy is here for u

mikey: i fucking died in cod

me: mIKEY FOCUS

cal: omg did it make ur k-d ratio go down :(((((

ash: guys pls c'mon bubba in distress

ash: u know what u gotta do

ash: you gotta message him

me: but 

me: but ash

me: i don't wanna bc then like

me: i'll just be another one of his hoes 

me: probably number fucking seven because no one loves me

ash: hey 

ash: stop righT THERE MISS

ash: WE LOVE YOU VERY MUCH 

ash: RIGHT GUYS?

cal: YES WE ALL LOVE YOU VERY MUCH WOW

me: yeah that was a bit late on ur part but u kno

me: i love u all very much

me: besides michael

me: fuck michael

mikey: im sure you wanna dont u ;) 

mikey: u loooove this cliffordconddaaaaa

ash: kys mike

i lock my phone and put it on silent. i love the guys, i really do, but i just need to concentrate right now and those boys right there.... they have the attention span of excited puppies man. should i message luke? or call him? 

seeing him for that tiny bit at the carnival made me want to hug him and apologise for being all salty as fuck towards him, but this raging fucking part in me wanted to stab his brains out and tell him that his dick is more irrelavant than joe biden. 

that's it. i'm gonna message him.

me: luke :/