Austin and Ally- Love Comes Around

I want a baby.

We are at home and I love watching my two girls play. I look at Ally and Aubrey on the floor smiling and laughing and I could not have asked for a better family. The love of my life is a great person and she is kind and caring and she is a wonderful mother. I could not have asked for a better baby momma. I turn and see my little girl crawling and I smile and she looks up and smiles at me. “Dadda?” I laugh as she opens her arms. I wish I could go pick her up and play with her too. I look down and next thing I know Aubrey is being put on my lap. I look up and see Ally holding her and smiling, “I figured I would help.”

I grab Aubrey in my good arm and pull Ally on my good leg and put Aubrey on her lap. I wrap my arms around her.  And lean my head on her shoulder. She giggles and I smile at the sound. “Ally, How did we make such a beautiful baby.” She looks down at Aubrey and smiles, “I guess we just got lucky.” I laugh and look at both of them, “How about we see if we can get lucky again?” She sighs and sets Aubrey in the floor.

“Austin, come on. I told you lets just enjoy Aubrey for now.” I look and she pulls my chin up, “Really, I am almost 18 with a baby and still in high school. You want me to be 18 with two kids and just out of high school.” I look at her in shock, “Ally, I don’t care about any of that. I just want to have a big family with you.”  She looks down and back up, “I know you do but I already get weird looks and I don’t want any more.” I sigh, “You really care what people think?” she looks down and nods, “Ally, I am so happy when I see you and Aubrey. I am so happy with our little family. I’m a little upset that you are embarrassed of this.” I look at Aubrey who is smiling at a princess show. “Of us.” I grab my crutches and head off to another room. I can’t believe Ally is actually embarrassed of us.

Ally’s Pov…

I can’t believe Austin found out my secret. I never wanted him to find out that I get embarrassed when I am out with Aubrey and get weird looks. I get embarrassed when people look for Aubrey mom and I come forward and I see that they don’t believe me. I love Aubrey don’t get me wrong but I hate being judged and looked at like I did something horrible and wrong. I have actually told some people that I am her sister so they would quit judging me so much.

Sighing I put my head in my hands. I am such a bad mom. What kind of mother is embarrassed of their child? Sighing I get up and walk into the kitchen to see Austin trying to pour some juice in a glass. I walk over and grab the bottle pouring the juice and setting the bottle on the counter.

I look up and see him grab his juice and hobble over to the table and sit. “Austin?” He doesn’t look over and I groan as I walk over and sit next to him grabbing his hand. He looks at me for a second then looks back at his glass like it is the most interesting thing in the world. “Austin, look at me.”  He still doesn’t so I sigh and start to talk anyway. “Austin, I’m sorry. It’s not like I want to be embarrassed. I just hate being judged. It makes me feel guilty like I did something wrong. I hate being thought of as a slut of something because I am not married and I am still in school with a child.” I look down finally letting everything out. I feel a squeeze on my hand and look up to see Austin’s eyes.

“Ally, I never knew you felt like this. I wish you would have told me.” He squeezes my hand and sighs, “Ally, you are not a slut. So what you have child, who cares? Aubrey is the best thing that has happened to me and I love her and you so much.  Ally you should not let anyone get to you. You are a wonderful mother. It doesn’t matter that you are young. You wanna know why?” I look and smile slightly, “Why?” He moves closer and takes my hand, “Because I love you and your daughter loves you too.” I smile and he pulls me closer, “Who cares if we have a baby young. That just means we get longer to love her.” I smile and hug him.

Austin’s Pov…

I feel bad for Ally. I wish I knew she felt this way. I hope I helped her feel comfortable. I pull away from the hug and look at her and see the tears coming down her face. “Ally, don’t cry.” She hugs me again and I can feel the sobs. I hold her the best I can until the sobs stop. I pull her back and wipe the tears and smile at her. “Baby don’t cry.” She sighs, “But I am a bad mom.” I shake my head as I grab her hand and kiss it, “Baby no you are not. You are a wonderful mother. You are so patient and good with Aubrey.” I pull her close and whisper in her ear, “The nurse even told you that you were a good mother and that normally she don’t like young mothers but you are different.”

She looks up at me in shock. “How did you know?” I laugh and pull her to me. “I heard.”  She laughs as she pulls away.  “Austin, how is it you can make me feel so wonderful?” I smile and pull her to me, “I’m just that good.” I feel a slap on my shoulder and look up to see Ally giggling and heading back to the living room.

Getting on my crutches I hobble back in and sit down on the couch. I see Ally playing with Aubrey and the only thing I can think about is how much I want another baby. Yes I am dropping hints to Ally but I have wanted another baby for awhile. This is not something that I just came up with. I have wanted another baby since I found out Aubrey was pregnant. I know that is weird but I wasn’t there for any of it. I want to be with her for another pregnancy. 

When I saw Aubrey born I knew right then and there that I wanted another baby.  Ally was so beautiful pregnant. I want another baby.  How can I convince Ally?

Okay here is the deal…. School just started. I have not updated soon because I had the flu then I got a cold. Then after that I had to plan a baby shower.
NOW school is back and I will try to update to the best of my ability.

I promise to update atleast once a week. HOWEVER…Here is a good thing, I have an hour between classes and I can try to update twice a week because of that. ANYWAY… I promise to update ATLEAST once a week.

Hope you liked this chapter. I thought it was a nice change making a guy want a baby so bad?
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